Part 36 (2/2)
For she had been his first.
The first to get into his heart and soul. He realized that now. The first that he would sacrifice anything for. He would have died for her. Now he had to live for her.
And love with another... would be different necessarily better or worse. Even though he had once said it to Alexander, only now did he truly understand. It was just different, and should be celebrated as such. And it would never diminish what they had. He would keep it close to his heart, tucked away, and even as he made his way through life, that first love would still always be there. Nothing could end that love... even the end of the lover herself.
For he would always have in his head that first time they saw each other... the first time they held hands, the first time they kissed, the first time that their bodies pressed against each other, flesh to flesh, and they joined in a perfect union that neither time, nor distance, nor even death itself could ever take away.
He could move on without her, but in a way, she would always be with him. A fragrant flower, gone, yet he still had the sense of her within him.
And it would not be for nothing as long as he remembered that.
He kissed the picture gently, and she smiled back at him. And a word came to him through the years ... a word that belonged to neither his race, nor hers ... and yet, somehow, it was a part of the heart and soul of all races.
He pressed the picture against his chest, and in a voice that was deep and resonant and filled with hope for the future, he said ...
”Good journey ... Imzadi...”
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