Part 23 (1/2)

The boy's face was sharp and focused. Eager. Otah saw something of what he had been at that age. He knew the answer to Nayiit's question as soon as it was spoken, but still it took him a moment to bring himself to say it.

'You aren't coming, Nayiit-cha. I need you to see those books back to Maati.'

'Anyone can do that,' Nayiit said. 'I'll be of use to you. I've been through Cetani. I was there just weeks ago, when we were coming to Machi. I can-'

'You can't,' Otah said, and took the boy's hand. His son's hand. 'You called a retreat when no one had given the order. In the Old Empire, I'd have had to see you killed for that. I can't have you come now.'

The surprise on Nayiit's face was heartbreaking.

'You said it wasn't my fault,' he said.

'And it isn't. I would have called the retreat myself if you hadn't. What happened to our men, what happened here, to the Dai-kvo . . . none of that's yours to carry. If you'd done differently, it would have changed nothing. But there will be a next time, and I can't have someone calling commands who might do what you've done.'

Nayiit stepped back, just out of his reach. Ah, Maati, Otah thought, what kind of son have we made, you and I?

'It won't,' Nayiit said. 'It won't happen again.'

'I know. I know it won't,' Otah said, making his tone gentle to soften hard words. 'Because you're going back to Machi.'

Udun was a river city. It was a city of bridges, and a city of birds. Sinja had lived there briefly while recovering from a dagger wound in his thigh. He remembered the songs of the jays and the finches, the sound of the river. He remembered Kiyan's stories of growing up a wayhouse keeper's daughter - the beggars on the riverside quays who drew pictures with chalks to cover the gray stone or played the small reed flutes that never seemed to be popular anywhere else; the ca.n.a.ls that carried as much traffic as the streets. The palaces of the Khai Udun spanned the river itself, sinking great stone stanchions down into the river like the widest bridge in the world. As a girl, Kiyan had heard stories about the ghouls that lived in the darkness under those great palaces. She had gone there in boats with her cohort in the dark of night, the way that Sinja himself had dared burial mounds at midnight with his brothers. She had kissed her first lover in the twilight beneath a bridge just north of here. He had spent so little time in Udun, and yet he felt he knew it so well.

The wayhouse where Sinja housed his men was south of the palaces. Its walls were stone and mud and thick as the length of his arm. The shutters were a green so dark they seemed almost black. It hadn't been built to fit as many men as Sinja commanded, but the standards of a soldier were lower than those of a normal traveler. And the standards of a soldier as likely to be mistaken for the enemy by his alleged fellows as killed by the defending armsmen were lower still. The great common room was covered from one wall to the other with thin cotton bedrolls. The upper rooms, intended for four men or fewer, housed eight or ten. There had been a few men who had ventured as far as the stables, but Sinja had called them back inside. There was a madness on Balasar Gice's men, and he didn't intend to have his own fall to it.

In the small walled garden at the back, Sinja sat on a camp stool and drank a bowl of mint tea brewed with fresh-plucked leaves. Thyme and basil grew around him, and a small black-leaf maple gave shade. Smoke rose into the sky, dark and solid as the towers of Machi. The birds were silent or fled. The scouts he'd sent out, their uniforms clearly the colors of Galt, reported that the rivers and ca.n.a.ls had all turned red from the blood and the fish were dying of it. Sinja wasn't sure he believed that, but it seemed to catch the flavor of the day. Certainly he wasn't going to go out and look for himself.

An ancient man, spine bent and mouth innocent of anything resembling teeth, poked his head out the wide oaken doors at the end of the garden. The red-rimmed eyes seemed uncertain. The old hands shook so badly Sinja could see the trembling from where he sat. War is no place for the old, Sinja thought. It's meant for young men who can't yet distinguish between excitement and fear. Men who haven't yet grown a conscience.

'Mani-cha,' Sinja called to the wayhouse keeper. 'Is there something I can do for you?'

'There's a man come for you, Sinja-cha. Say's he's the . . . ah . . . the general.'

'Bring him here,' Sinja said.

The wayhouse keeper took a pose of acknowledgment, smiled an uncertain smile, and wavered half in, half out of the doorframe.

'You'll be fine, Mani-cha. You've my protection. He's not going to have you hanged, I promise. But you might bring him a bowl of tea.'

Old Mani blinked and nodded his apology before ducking back into the house. The protection wasn't a promise he could keep. He hadn't asked General Gice's permission before he'd extended it. And still, he thought the old man's chances were good.

Balasar stepped into the garden as if he knew it, as if he owned it. It wasn't arrogance. That was what made the man so odd. The general's expression was drawn and thoughtful; that at least was a good sign. Sinja put his bowl of tea on the dusty red brick pathway, stood, and made his salute. Balasar returned it, but his gaze seemed caught by the s.h.i.+fting branches of the maple tree.

'All's well, I hope, sir,' Sinja said.

'Well enough,' Balasar said. 'Well enough for a bad day, anyway. And here? Have your men been . . . Have you lost anyone?'

'I can account for all of them. I can have them ready to go out in half a hand, if you think they're needed, sir.'

Balasar s.h.i.+fted, looking straight into Sinja's eyes as if seeing him clearly for the first time.

'No,' Balasar said. 'No, it won't be called for. What resistance there still is can't last long.'

Sinja nodded. Of course not. Udun had numbers and knowledge, but they weren't fighters. The raids had continued for the whole trek upriver. Hunting parties had been hara.s.sed, wells fouled, the low towns the army had pa.s.sed through stripped bare of anything that might have been of use to them. And the bodies of the soldiers slain in the raids were wrapped in shrouds and ashes to join the train. Balasar Gice had left Nantani with ten thousand men, and with all the G.o.ds watching him, he'd reached Udun with the full ten thousand, no matter if a few dozen needed carrying. Sinja tried to keep the disapproval from his face, but the general saw it there anyway, frowned, and looked away.

'What's the matter with that tree?' Balasar asked.

Sinja considered the maple. It was small - hardly taller than two men's height - and artfully cut to give shade without obstructing the view of the sky.

'Nothing, sir,' he said. 'It looks fine.'

'The leaves are black.'

'They're supposed to be,' Sinja said. 'If you look close, you can see it's really a very deep green, but they call it blackleaf all the same. When autumn comes, it turns a brilliant red. It's lovely, especially if the leaves haven't let go when the first snow comes.'

'I'm sorry I won't be here to see it,' the general said.

'Well, not the snows,' Sinja said, 'but you can see on the edges of those lower leaves where the red's starting.'

Balasar stepped over and took a low branch in his hand. He bent it to look at the leaves, but he didn't pluck them free. Sinja gave the man credit for that. Most Galts would have ripped the leaves off to look at them. With a sigh, Balasar let the branch swing back to its place.

'Tea?' Old Mani said from the doorway. Balasar looked over his shoulder at the old man and nodded. Sinja motioned the wayhouse keeper close, took the bowl, and sipped from it before pa.s.sing it on to the general. Old Mani took a pose of thanks and backed out again.

'Tasting my food and drink?' Balasar asked in the tongue of the Khaiem. There was amus.e.m.e.nt in his tone. 'Surely we haven't come to the point I'd expect you to poison me.'

'I didn't brew it,' Sinja said. 'And Old Mani knew a lot of people you killed today.'

Balasar took the cup and frowned into it. He was silent for long enough that Sinja began to grow uncomfortable. When he spoke, his tone was almost confessional.

'I've come to tell you that I was wrong,' Balasar said. 'You were right. I should have listened.'

'I'm gratified that you think so. What was I right about?'

'The bodies. The men. I should have buried them where they lay. I should have left them. Now there's vengeance in it, and it's . . .'

He shook his head and sat on the camp stool. Sinja leaned against the stone wall of the garden.

'War's more fun when the enemy doesn't fight back,' Sinja said. 'There's never been a sack as easy as Nantani. You had to know things would get harder when the Khaiem got themselves organized.'

'I did,' Balasar said. 'But . . . I carry the dead. I can feel them behind me. I know that they died because of my pride.'

Balasar sipped at the tea. Far away across the war, a man shouted something, but Sinja couldn't make out the language, much less the words.

'All respect, Balasar-cha. They died because they were fighting in a war,' Sinja said. 'It's to be expected.'

'They died in my war. My men, in my war.'

'I see what you mean about pride.'