Part 48 (2/2)
she goin' to be hanswer by Sylvestre Grandissime, an' 'e goin' to wrat you one appo-logie! Oh! I goin' mek 'im crah fo' shem!”
”If I could know you would do only as I--”
”I do it!” cried Raoul, and sprang for his hat; and in the end Frowenfeld let him have his way.
”I had intended seeing him--” the apothecary said.
”Nevvamine to see; I goin' tell him!” cried Raoul, as he crowded his hat fiercely down over his curls and plunged out.
CHAPTER XLI
TO COME TO THE POINT
It was equally a part of Honore Grandissime's nature and of his art as a merchant to wear a look of serene leisure. With this look on his face he reentered his counting-room after his morning visit to Frowenfeld's shop. He paused a moment outside the rail, gave the weak-eyed gentleman who presided there a quiet glance equivalent to a beckon, and, as that person came near, communicated two or three items of intelligence or instruction concerning office details, by which that invaluable diviner of business meanings understood that he wished to be let alone for an hour. Then M. Grandissime pa.s.sed on into his private office, and, shutting the door behind him, walked briskly to his desk and sat down.
He dropped his elbows upon a broad paper containing some recently written, unfinished memoranda that included figures in column, cast his eyes quite around the apartment, and then covered his face with his palms--a gesture common enough for a tired man of business in a moment of seclusion; but just as the face disappeared in the hands, the look of serene leisure gave place to one of great mental distress. The paper under his elbows, to the consideration of which he seemed about to return, was in the handwriting of his manager, with additions by his own pen. Earlier in the day he had come to a pause in the making of these additions, and, after one or two vain efforts to proceed, had laid down his pen, taken his hat, and gone to see the unlucky apothecary. Now he took up the broken thread. To come to a decision; that was the task which forced from him his look of distress. He drew his face slowly through his palms, set his lips, cast up his eyes, knit his knuckles, and then opened and struck his palms together, as if to say: ”Now, come; let me make up my mind.”
There may be men who take every moral height at a dash; but to the most of us there must come moments when our wills can but just rise and walk in their sleep. Those who in such moments wait for clear views find, when the issue is past, that they were only yielding to the devil's chloroform.
Honore Grandissme bent his eyes upon the paper. But he saw neither its figures nor its words. The interrogation, ”Surrender Fausse Riviere?”
appeared to hang between his eyes and the paper, and when his resolution tried to answer ”Yes,” he saw red flags; he heard the auctioneer's drum; he saw his kinsmen handing house-keys to strangers; he saw the old servants of the great family standing in the marketplace; he saw kinswomen p.a.w.ning their plate; he saw his clerks (Brahmins, Mandarins, Grandissimes) standing idle and shabby in the arcade of the Cabildo and on the banquettes of Maspero's and the Veau-qui-tete; he saw red-eyed young men in the Exchange denouncing a man who, they said, had, ostensibly for conscience's sake, but really for love, forced upon the woman he had hoped to marry a fortune filched from his own kindred. He saw the junto of doctors in Frowenfeld's door charitably deciding him insane; he saw the more vengeful of his family seeking him with half-concealed weapons; he saw himself shot at in the rue Royale, in the rue Toulouse, and in the Place d'Armes: and, worst of all, missed.
But he wiped his forehead, and the writing on the paper became, in a measure, visible. He read:
Total mortgages on the lands of all the Grandissimes $-- Total present value of same, t.i.tles at buyers' risk -- Cash, goods, and accounts -- Fausse Riviere Plantation account --
There were other items, but he took up the edge of the paper mechanically, pushed it slowly away from him, leaned back in his chair and again laid his hands upon his face.
”Suppose I retain Fausse Riviere,” he said to himself, as if he had not said it many times before.
Then he saw memoranda that were not on any paper before him--such a mortgage to be met on such a date; so much from Fausse Riviere Plantation account retained to protect that mortgage from foreclosure; such another to be met on such a date--so much more of same account to protect it. He saw Aurora and Clotilde Nancanou, with anguished faces, offering woman's pleadings to deaf constables. He saw the remainder of Aurora's plantation account thrown to the lawyers to keep the question of the Grandissime t.i.tles languis.h.i.+ng in the courts. He saw the fortunes of his clan rallied meanwhile and coming to the rescue, himself and kindred growing independent of questionable t.i.tles, and even Fausse Riviere Plantation account restored, but Aurora and Clotilde nowhere to be found. And then he saw the grave, pale face of Joseph Frowenfeld.
He threw himself forward, drew the paper nervously toward him, and stared at the figures. He began at the first item and went over the whole paper, line by line, testing every extension, proving every addition, noting if possibly any transposition of figures had been made and overlooked, if something was added that should have been subtracted, or subtracted that should have been added. It was like a prisoner trying the bars of his cell.
Was there no way to make things happen differently? Had he not overlooked some expedient? Was not some financial manoeuvre possible which might compa.s.s both desired ends? He left his chair and walked up and down, as Joseph at that very moment was doing in the room where he had left him, came back, looked at the paper, and again walked up and down. He murmured now and then to himself: ”_Self_-denial--that is not the hard work. Penniless myself--_that_ is play,” and so on. He turned by and by and stood looking up at that picture of the man in the cuira.s.s which Aurora had once noticed. He looked at it, but he did not see it.
He was thinking--”Her rent is due to-morrow. She will never believe I am not her landlord. She will never go to my half-brother.” He turned once more and mentally beat his breast as he muttered: ”Why do I not decide?”
Somebody touched the doork.n.o.b. Honore stepped forward and opened it. It was a mortgager.
”_Ah! entrez, Monsieur_.”
He retained the visitor's hand, leading him in and talking pleasantly in French until both had found chairs. The conversation continued in that tongue through such pointless commercial gossip as this:
”So the brig _Equinox_ is aground at the head of the Pa.s.ses,” said M.
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