Chapter 765 - Self-Fear (2/2)

“I’m not…”

“I don’t want to listen to your cr*p.”

Rhode interrupted and gazed curiously at the young lady. Then, he squinted between her legs.

“Hmm, how about this… Miss Sonia. I want you to do it yourself…”

Rhode gestured.

“You should understand what I mean. You shouldn’t be unfamiliar about it for a young lady of your age. It’s also fine if you aren’t willing to. I will tie you here and you can do whatever you want. But let me tell you this. The illusion potion only lasts for a day. As soon as it strikes midnight, you will… poof and return to a human.”

“…”

Sonia bit her lips because she knew what Rhode was referring to. But… here?

Sonia looked around. They were in the middle of a plaza. After the war ended, the residents had returned to the fortress city and the unfrequented plaza was filled with people again. Lively music and clamors could be heard from behind the trees and shrubs. But… do that sort of thing here?

She wouldn’t have even considered if it was her in the past. But this time, she didn’t resist and insult him. Instead, she pondered for a few moments and gritted her teeth.

“I will do it…”

Rhode squinted and his eyes glinted in a dazzling, ice-cold radiance.

As a young lady yearning for love, she naturally had beautiful dreams of being in love with her Prince Charming and fulfilling her needs. But she did so when she was alone and in private. Now, she sat on the stone bench, widened her legs according to Rhode’s instruction, and behaved so humiliatingly. Although others would simply see her as a pet dog on the stone bench, she couldn’t help but tremble to Rhode’s razor-sharp gaze.

“…”

She ignored the man before her and focused on caressing herself while shame brought on a strong thrill to her. Shortly after, the warm sensation engulfed her entirety. She bit her lips, breathed hastily, and touched her sensitive areas. The surging happiness crashed into her barrier of rationales.

“Mmm…”

Sonia shivered and her fingers moved quicker.

No one—not even Andre—knew about her doing such a thing in private. Her most embarrassing side was exposed in public.

Do I have the right to be liked by Andre?

Tears welled up in her eyes, but shortly after, this harsh, self-abuse mental torture and sweet, sinful pleasure once again emerged.

I’m no longer a pure woman. I don’t have the right to be seen by Andre. I didn’t come here for this… Why? Andre… Don’t look at me. My body is filthy. I can sense that the man is looking at me like a toy… Andre! I hope you can rescue me. But, am I still worthy of your rescue now?! Andre!!

“Mm.. Ahhhh….!”

Sonia yelled inwardly at her beloved man’s name. She lifted her head, but all she saw was Rhode’s ice-cold, pitch-black eyes that were filled with mockeries and penetrated her soul. She had reached her peak. Her fingers moved increasingly quicker and finally, she erupted entirely.

“Don’t look at me… Don’t look at me… Don’t…!”

A burst of spasms overtook her body and all her strength was zapped away entirely. She laid lifelessly on the stone bench while a translucent liquid spurted from between her legs. She looked at the azure sky blankly and her eyes were a complete gray. Embarrassment, anger, and self-blame flooded her heart, but sweet sin and delight also germinated.

At this moment, Rhode’s chilly voice rang in her ears.

“Well done, Miss Sonia. It’s time to head back now.”

Andre… I’m sorry…

Sonia shut her eyes and said inwardly in remorse.