Part 6 (1/2)
”Mind sending the armed guard away first?”
”Take a break, men. I don't think the kid's going to try anything in the next ten minutes,” Bowen says.
”Yessir.” The hollow thump of boots echoes up through the ground.
”*Sup, Len?” Bowen asks.
”I want to know your answer regarding what we talked about last night,” Len says, his voice hushed.
”Refresh my memory,” Bowen snaps.
”I want the Fec. I'll buy him off you for eight ounces.” There's something about Len's voice that makes me squirm. It has the same emotion I saw in the beast's eyes when it looked at mea”hunger. But is hunger an emotion? I wonder, s.h.i.+vering.
A shoe sc.r.a.pes in the dirt and there's a long silence. Bowen finally says, ”So, why d'you want him so bad? You've never shown interest in anyone with the mark before.”
”What's your problem, Drey?” The other guy sounds offended. ”I'm offering to take a Level Ten off your hands and pay you! You should be the one paying me!”
”Yeah. I don't buy it. What's your real motive? Why the sudden interest in someone with the mark?”
”I'll give you sixteen ounces, man,” Len whispers. ”That's double what they'll pay for him at the lab. Sixteen ounces!”
”Sixteen ounces?” Bowen's voice is shocked. ”Where'd you get sixteen ounces?”
”I've got my sources. So, what do you say?”
”Well, c.r.a.p, Len. Sixteen ounces of honey? Let me think about it,” Bowen says. ”Hmmm. Thinking hard. Thinking, thinking. And the answer is a no. Get out of here.”
”Twenty-four ounces of honey. That is my final offer. An offer you'd be a fool to refuse,” Len says, his gravelly voice mad. ”Take it or leave it.”
”Twenty-four ounces? I could practically retire on that and live inside the wall. No more special forces,” Bowen says, and I can hear the yearning in his voice, as loud and clear as the hunger in Len's.
”Please, no,” I whisper, straining to hear his answer.
Bowen sighs. And then groans, as if facing a painful internal struggle.
”Like I said. An offer you can't refuse,” Len says eagerly. His tone makes me feel a dirty. I burrow deeper into my sleeping bag, shut my eyes, and pray Bowen says no.
After a drawn-out silence, my pounding heart the only noise, Bowen says, ”You wanna know the funny thing about making me an offer I can't refuse?”
”No. Tell me what's funny about it.” Len is practically panting.
”I'm afraid I'm going to have to refuse it.”
My eyes pop open, and a small smile pulls painfully on my split lip. Tears fill my eyes, the first good tears that I've cried since waking up in my abandoned house. Thank you, Dreyden!
”Now get out of here before my men come back and I have them escort you away,” Bowen says, voice taut.
Len growls, an animal sound of frustration. ”Let me know when you change your mind.”
”Won't happen. Get. Out. Of. Here.”
Footsteps pound over the ground, fading to silence. Bowen exhales and swears under his breath. A light flickers. The tent flap opens, and I squeeze my eyes shut against the glare of a flashlight.
Bowen squats beside my head and s.h.i.+nes the light on my chin. I squint up at him. His eyes move over my face, searching for something. ”Is it possible Len knows?” he whispers.
I frown. ”Knows what?” ”That you're a” His eyes travel over my sleeping bag and grow wide, as if he can see my female body through the bulky material.
”That I'm a gira””
Bowen claps a hand over my mouth, gently, though, so his callused palm doesn't hurt my split lip. He puts a finger to his lips and removes his hand.
”You dragged me around the camp half-naked last night,” I whisper.
Bowen shakes his head, brow furrowed. ”No. He knew before that. He had to have known the first night you came into the camp.”
”Why does it matter? What's the big deal about my gender?”
Bowen smirks. ”Where have you been the past few years? Seriously?”
I open my mouth, but no answer comes out. I sigh and finally say, ”I don't remember.”
Bowen rubs his eyes and leans as far from me as the tent allows, setting the flashlight in his lap. ”You really don't remember? It's not some sort of act?”
”I remember turning thirteen. But I don't remember any birthdays after that,” I say. ”What's wrong with being a girl?”
He sighs and his breath stirs the air. ”Well, for one thing, there are seven living men for every one living woman. Being a woman outside the wall is the worst thing you can be. Women are hunted even more than beasts.”
”Why?”
”Because they bring the highest a the gangs pay a some men are a” Bowen presses on his eyes with the b.a.l.l.s of his hands. ”So now a” His hands drop to his sides and he looks at me. ”On top of me protecting the entire camp from you, it looks like I'll be protecting you from them.”
Footsteps stir outside the tent and fabric rustles. Bowen sits tall.
”Bowen? You in there, man?” a voice rumbles.
Bowen's eyes meet mine and he presses a finger to his lips. ”Yeah, Tommy. Just keeping you guys safe from the Fec. You boys have a nice break?”
”Sure did. Thanks, man.”
Bowen turns off the flashlight, and the tent goes dark. There is warm pressure on my lips, and my heart flutters before I realize what he's doing. I obediently open my mouth, and a wafer is placed on my tongue. It tastes like hamburgers and French fries, and as it settles in my stomach, it brings a food-heavy tiredness to my entire body that makes me think of Thanksgiving Day.
As I drift off to sleep, I believe being cuffed is worth tasting food again, even if it is in wafer form.
Chapter 13.
Sunlight blazes against the tent's canvas walls, making it impossible to stay asleep. Not that I was sleeping well, with my legs and arms immobile. I open my eyes and try to stretch, but pause. Bowen is still in my tent, sitting with his back against the canvas, head slumped sideways on his knees, eyes closed, remote clutched in his hand. Air whistles between his soft lips every time he exhales. There's a faded scar on his left cheek, and a fresh scar on the side of his chin, a white slash where dark stubble doesn't grow. Looking at him, I get a funny feeling in my stomacha”an ache, like I'm hungry, but not quite.