Chapter 199 (2/2)

Yuehan is a heartless deer believed that anyone in this world would lay down their life for a demon, and so she set a curse on herself It was precisely because of this curse that she lost her heart forever, but gained the ability to change her appearance at will and to live forever

Yuehan was deters She wanted to take revenge against all the cold-hearted people in the world

But, no matter how deep the hatred, it will eventually fade in time In the hundreds of years that Yuehan has experienced, she realised that she was now extreer feel love nor hate

Yuehan was filled with regret, she regretted placing such a curse on herself that her heart would never again be complete! She wanted to live a normal life, she was tired

But, it was all too late

She had too h she believed those she killed were deserving of death, it would not make the blood she shed any lesser What she did had already been carved in stone, and the blood on her hands was tainted with hatred

She could neither recover the pure and innocent heart she once had, nor could she dispel the grudges of this bloody hatred!

Yuehan couldn't ier hide her true identity, hoould she face the row once more?

Would he betray her too? Would he leave her? Would he die a painful death right in front of her for all the bad deeds she had done?

None of these questions had an answer that Yuehan could bear

Thinking of this, Yuehan helplessly teared up, the teardrops falling like broken pearls, the pain in her heart overcame the fuzziness she felt earlier like her heart was stabbed

She stretched out her hand and gently stroked Chengfeng's cheek, feeling the rough shape of his face and his slightly shaved beard and stubble

Instead of hi her one day, and instead of the chances for him to die because of her one day

It would have been better to leave while it was still early, for either of their sakes

The bonfire in the house was burning, the light of the fire warradually cooled Yuehan's heart

As she gazed upon the snow that was falling gently froht to herself, 'This is a cold day to part Some people may be destined to leave each other, that soht sain'

Yuehan struggled to her feet as she repeated to herself in her heart, “Just leave like this, this is for the best, for the sake of the both of us”

Maybe, you are in each others' hearts, but if you stay with him, it will be to his detriment, because he is too weak, and he can neither protect himself nor you Needless to say, he still has to protect his family

Yuehan wiped her tears, and she carefully covered Chengfeng with the quilt she had brought fro him in She helped him take off his boots, except for his dirty jacket

When she was about to leave, she gazed at Chengfeng longingly, as if her feet were growing roots She greedily watched his face that once h wildly, and made her heartbeat, as if to imprint him deeply in the deepest part of her mind

Hang on, wait, he's still recovering right now I'll leave later, and help treat his wounds with my spells for now

Yuehan watched as countless s's body like a snake while she tried to comfort and lie to herself

The saht would never last For whoil in winds and dews?

[TL note:This is a sentence from an old chinese poem 似此星辰非昨夜，为谁风雪立中宵, which means that today would be different fro me sorrow?]

Just like that, she stood there until dawn Until the wind and the snow outside had stopped and the sound of birds singing ca frorass had turned into withered black ash Chengfeng's cheeks were ruddy and he was breathing steadily, apparently completely fine

Yuehan sently, then she turned around, opened the door, and stepped into the vast snohite world alone

In this snohite world, a petite figure stepped out of the house, standing alone