Chapter 608 - The Calm That Comes With A Thought(41) (1/2)

Chapter 608

The Calm That Comes With A Thought(41)

Xia Shu was born into a family of scholars. It was said that his ancestors had trained and cultivated themselves to attain immortality, and some could fly too.

His father was a soldier and did not believe these. He was killed in a battle.

Hence, his grandfather appointed him to be the successor of their family culture.

For as long as he could remember, he had been reading all the convoluted books.

His grandfather could not entirely understand what was in the books, so it was harder for him to wrap his mind around the content of the books by the time they were passed to him. In the end, he could only comprehend some of the fundamental theory.

When the apocalypse arrived, his grandfather was killed by a zombified mother. He had to face the dangerous apocalypse alone.

He was scared at the beginning. As time went by, he had accepted the situation and became calm and collected. He could slice down the zombies’ heads easily whenever he faced one.

Later on, he met Jing Zhi and Zhu Feng.

That time a bunch of zombies had surrounded those two. Although there were only two of them, they were able to escape from those zombies with ease.

Xia Shu decided to join them because he always respected strong individuals.

At first, he thought that Zhu Feng was a steady person since he appeared to be someone that could give people a feeling of assurance.

However, after spending time with them, he then realized that Zhu Feng was an idiot.

But he did not know why he would find him cute. Whenever he saw him admitted defeat, he would feel good.

Xia Shu did not know about his sexual preference when he was young.

He only noticed that when he was in high school.

When he was living in the dormitory in his high school days, there was a guy who lived under his bunk bed, and they were quite close to each other.

One day, the rain was hefty. The windows were broken, and his bed was facing right at the windows. It was impossible to close it.

Then rainwater and the cold air kept seeping in through the windows. He could not sleep at all.

When he asked the dormitory teacher to take care of it, he said it was too late and asked him to squeeze in with someone, and he would ask someone to fix it the next day.

Naturally, he picked the guy that he was close with.

A single bed was not wide for two high school boys to begin with. There was no room for them to turn around at all, and inevitably, they made some body contact.

Xia Shu could feel someone was touching him while he was half asleep; he did not know if it was due to him catching a cold while he was at the top bunker. He was very dizzy, and his eyelids were too heavy to lift.

However, he could hear someone breathing heavily at his ear, feeling the warm breath on his cheek.

Someone was touching him, from his chest going all the way down, and grabbed his erected penis.

Xia Shu could not recall what had happened after that the next day when he woke up. Other than feeling fatigue, there was nothing strange. He suspected that he might get confused as he was too sick. He did not dare to tell that guy.

Yet, the guy had been nicer to him since that day. They had grown closer to each other; they would hang out and study together. They were best buddies in everyone’s eyes.

However, the guy transferred to another school the next semester. He did not know why; the only thing he received was an overdue confession letter from the guy in a faraway city.

At that time, he suddenly realized that his sexual preference might be a little different from the others.

He was lost at that period and delved into research of this subject. There was very little acceptance of homosexuality in his country at that moment, and it would be considered as a medical condition.

Sometimes he would think of that guy. The blur memories became clear. He tried to contact that guy, but every letter he sent was like throwing a stone and seeing it sink in the sea without a trace. He did not get any response.

That probably was his first love that went by the board.

He finished high school muddle-headed and entered university.

The university he studied at had more guys than girls, so homosexuality was quite common in there, which had affected his view of homosexuality.

Some people courted him, but he had no feelings for them. Hence he rejected them.