8 Should I kiss her (1/1)

Parental Guidance is Adviced

Cheng Ze doesn't really have a plan of sleeping with her. He just want to see her and he wants to know how and what he will feel when she is in front of him. She's his first love, his young love, butthen, he remembered she kissed him and left just like that.

'Should I kiss her so we are even?' He thought.

At this moment Ji An was leaning on the wall near the door. She has this urge to kiss the person in front of her.

Gu Cheng Ze held her and touch her soft face. This is the very first time he touch her face. It felt so warm. 'Is she unwell? Or is she.....' he went blank when Ji An suddenly pulled him and kiss his lips.

He had so many woman and done this act a lot of times but what he is feeling right now is totally different when they kissed him and her kissing him.

It wasn't like her kiss from years ago. Its more passionate and she is not letting him go.

He is liking her kiss but he is at the crossroad. He wants it, all of it, all of her but she is not in her right mind. She will be his stepsister once she step foot in China.

So many things going on inside his head and at the same time her kiss is going deeper and deeper. Before he knew it, he was kissing her back. He kissed her neck, her ear and back to her lips.

He felt her breast, he continued kissing her, down her neck to her collar bone, he touch her legs they were flawless. His hands keep on exploring her body and his lips keep on kissing her everywhere.

She let out a ”uhhhmmmmm” and it turned him on. He lost control and went all the way.

He unzip her dress and she remove his robe.

He led her to his bed and he find out she was ready for him. As he was entering her, he suddenly stop. 'She....s....' he realised its her first time. He was going to stop because he know it will hurt her, but he heard her, with her soft voice she said; ”pls don't stop” and it turned him on even more.

They didn't just had sex, they made love until they were both satisfied.

The way he touched her was different to those women he slept with.

He had a little sleep while hugging her.

When he woke up, she's still asleep. He's staring at her beautiful face 'How can she make me feel this way? How can she make me lose my senses and forget everything?'

He kissed her forehead ”I'm sorry Ji An. I can't faceyou right now, I don't know what to say or tell you. I don't know how I'm going to explain what happen tonight. I don't even know if.....” he paused he couldn't continue. For some reason, it pains him just the thought of her not liking him. ”I promise you Ji An I will take responsibility for what happened between us. Just give me sometime I'll come and find you.” After that he got his self ready and left.