3 Chapter 3 (2/2)

”Ain't got no mother,” was the answer, ”and their paw's right contentious.”

Burris Ewell was flattered by the recital. ”Been comin' to the first day o' the first gradefer three year now,” he said expansively. ”Reckon if I'm smart this year they'll promoteme to the second…”

Miss Caroline said, ”Sit back down, please, Burris,” and the moment she said it I knewshe had made a serious mistake. The boy's condescension flashed to anger.

”You try and make me, missus.”

Little Chuck Little got to his feet. ”Let him go, ma'am,” he said. ”He's a mean one, ahard-down mean one. He's liable to start somethin', and there's some little folks here.”

He was among the most diminutive of men, but when Burris Ewell turned toward him,Little Chuck's right hand went to his pocket. ”Watch your step, Burris,” he said. ”I'dsoon's kill you as look at you. Now go home.”

Burris seemed to be afraid of a child half his height, and Miss Caroline took advantageof his indecision: ”Burris, go home. If you don't I'll call the principal,” she said. ”I'll haveto report this, anyway.”

The boy snorted and slouched leisurely to the door.

Safely out of range, he turned and shouted: ”Report and be damned to ye! Ain't nosnot-nosed slut of a schoolteacher ever born c'n make me do nothin'! You ain't makin'

me go nowhere, missus. You just remember that, you ain't makin' me go nowhere!”

He waited until he was sure she was crying, then he shuffled out of the building.

Soon we were clustered around her desk, trying in our various ways to comfort her.

He was a real mean one… below the belt… you ain't called on to teach folks like that…them ain't Maycomb's ways, Miss Caroline, not really… now don't you fret, ma'am. MissCaroline, why don't you read us a story? That cat thing was real fine this mornin'…Miss Caroline smiled, blew her nose, said, ”Thank you, darlings,” dispersed us,opened a book and mystified the first grade with a long narrative about a toadfrog thatlived in a hall.

When I passed the Radley Place for the fourth time that day—twice at a full gallop—my gloom had deepened to match the house. If the remainder of the school year wereas fraught with drama as the first day, perhaps it would be mildly entertaining, but theprospect of spending nine months refraining from reading and writing made me think ofrunning away.

By late afternoon most of my traveling plans were complete; when Jem and I racedeach other up the sidewalk to meet Atticus coming home from work, I didn't give himmuch of a race. It was our habit to run meet Atticus the moment we saw him round thepost office corner in the distance. Atticus seemed to have forgotten my noontime fallfrom grace; he was full of questions about school. My replies were monosyllabic and hedid not press me.

Perhaps Calpurnia sensed that my day had been a grim one: she let me watch her fixsupper. ”Shut your eyes and open your mouth and I'll give you a surprise,” she said.

It was not often that she made crackling bread, she said she never had time, but withboth of us at school today had been an easy one for her. She knew I loved cracklingbread.

”I missed you today,” she said. ”The house got so lonesome 'long about two o'clock Ihad to turn on the radio.”

”Why? Jem'n me ain't ever in the house unless it's rainin'.”

”I know,” she said, ”But one of you's always in callin' distance. I wonder how much ofthe day I spend just callin' after you. Well,” she said, getting up from the kitchen chair,”it's enough time to make a pan of cracklin' bread, I reckon. You run along now and letme get supper on the table.”

Calpurnia bent down and kissed me. I ran along, wondering what had come over her.

She had wanted to make up with me, that was it. She had always been too hard on me,she had at last seen the error of her fractious ways, she was sorry and too stubborn tosay so. I was weary from the day's crimes.

After supper, Atticus sat down with the paper and called, ”Scout, ready to read?” TheLord sent me more than I could bear, and I went to the front porch. Atticus followed me.

”Something wrong, Scout?”

I told Atticus I didn't feel very well and didn't think I'd go to school any more if it was allright with him.

Atticus sat down in the swing and crossed his legs. His fingers wandered to hiswatchpocket; he said that was the only way he could think. He waited in amiablesilence, and I sought to reinforce my position: ”You never went to school and you do allright, so I'll just stay home too. You can teach me like Granddaddy taught you 'n' UncleJack.”

”No I can't,” said Atticus. ”I have to make a living. Besides, they'd put me in jail if I keptyou at home—dose of magnesia for you tonight and school tomorrow.”

”I'm feeling all right, really.”

”Thought so. Now what's the matter?”

Bit by bit, I told him the day's misfortunes. ”-and she said you taught me all wrong, sowe can't ever read any more, ever. Please don't send me back, please sir.”

Atticus stood up and walked to the end of the porch. When he completed hisexamination of the wisteria vine he strolled back to me.

”First of all,” he said, ”if you can learn a simple trick, Scout, you'll get along a lot betterwith all kinds of folks. You never really understand a person until you consider thingsfrom his point of view-”

”Sir?”

”-until you climb into his skin and walk around in it.”

Atticus said I had learned many things today, and Miss Caroline had learned severalthings herself. She had learned not to hand something to a Cunningham, for one thing,but if Walter and I had put ourselves in her shoes we'd have seen it was an honestmistake on her part. We could not expect her to learn all Maycomb's ways in one day,and we could not hold her responsible when she knew no better.

”I'll be dogged,” I said. ”I didn't know no better than not to read to her, and she heldme responsible—listen Atticus, I don't have to go to school!” I was bursting with asudden thought. ”Burris Ewell, remember? He just goes to school the first day. Thetruant lady reckons she's carried out the law when she gets his name on the roll-” ”Youcan't do that, Scout,” Atticus said. ”Sometimes it's better to bend the law a little inspecial cases. In your case, the law remains rigid. So to school you must go.”

”I don't see why I have to when he doesn't.”

”Then listen.”

Atticus said the Ewells had been the disgrace of Maycomb for three generations.

None of them had done an honest day's work in his recollection. He said that someChristmas, when he was getting rid of the tree, he would take me with him and show mewhere and how they lived. They were people, but they lived like animals. ”They can goto school any time they want to, when they show the faintest symptom of wanting aneducation,” said Atticus. ”There are ways of keeping them in school by force, but it's sillyto force people like the Ewells into a new environment-”

”If I didn't go to school tomorrow, you'd force me to.”

”Let us leave it at this,” said Atticus dryly. ”You, Miss Scout Finch, are of the commonfolk. You must obey the law.” He said that the Ewells were members of an exclusivesociety made up of Ewells. In certain circumstances the common folk judiciously allowedthem certain privileges by the simple method of becoming blind to some of the Ewells'

activities. They didn't have to go to school, for one thing. Another thing, Mr. Bob Ewell,Burris's father, was permitted to hunt and trap out of season.

”Atticus, that's bad,” I said. In Maycomb County, hunting out of season was amisdemeanor at law, a capital felony in the eyes of the populace.

”It's against the law, all right,” said my father, ”and it's certainly bad, but when a manspends his relief checks on green whiskey his children have a way of crying from hungerpains. I don't know of any landowner around here who begrudges those children anygame their father can hit.”

”Mr. Ewell shouldn't do that-”

”Of course he shouldn't, but he'll never change his ways. Are you going to take outyour disapproval on his children?”

”No sir,” I murmured, and made a final stand: ”But if I keep on goin' to school, we can'tever read any more…”

”That's really bothering you, isn't it?”

”Yes sir.”

When Atticus looked down at me I saw the expression on his face that always mademe expect something. ”Do you know what a compromise is?” he asked.

”Bending the law?”

”No, an agreement reached by mutual concessions. It works this way,” he said. ”Ifyou'll concede the necessity of going to school, we'll go on reading every night just aswe always have. Is it a bargain?”

”Yes sir!”

”We'll consider it sealed without the usual formality,” Atticus said, when he saw mepreparing to spit.

As I opened the front screen door Atticus said, ”By the way, Scout, you'd better notsay anything at school about our agreement.”

”Why not?”

”I'm afraid our activities would be received with considerable disapprobation by themore learned authorities.”

Jem and I were accustomed to our father's last-will-and-testament diction, and wewere at all times free to interrupt Atticus for a translation when it was beyond ourunderstanding.

”Huh, sir?”

”I never went to school,” he said, ”but I have a feeling that if you tell Miss Caroline weread every night she'll get after me, and I wouldn't want her after me.”

Atticus kept us in fits that evening, gravely reading columns of print about a man whosat on a flagpole for no discernible reason, which was reason enough for Jem to spendthe following Saturday aloft in the treehouse. Jem sat from after breakfast until sunsetand would have remained overnight had not Atticus severed his supply lines. I hadspent most of the day climbing up and down, running errands for him, providing him withliterature, nourishment and water, and was carrying him blankets for the night whenAtticus said if I paid no attention to him, Jem would come down. Atticus was right.