53 LAST BREATH (1/2)

Dr. Ethan?

I followed Layla's line of sight. And sure enough, Ethan Garcia is standing there. When did he come back? How did he know this would happen? Ethan met my eyes for a beat and then looked at Layla.

But I saw happiness in Layla's eyes, so I decided that my personal matters could wait. Layla is our priority right now.

Ethan inched forward, then holding Layla's outstretched hand. I remember, Layla told me that Ethan was the one who entertained her during her sad moments. He was there to talk with her, tell stories and make jokes. He may be her confidante during the time Ethan was working here, a short time that may be.

I watched their interaction, how Ethan, with just his simple smile and jokes would make Layla laugh. It's how Ethan cheers you up and for a while, you'd forget all the sadness and heartaches you experience. And I knew that first hand, because he was like that to me too.

So as not to disturb the two, Mr. Ryan and I walked out of the room.

Well, I needed that breather too.

”Ms. Cass,” Mr. Ryan said, ”Thank you for coming here on such short notice.”

”Anything for Layla. She was like a sister for me, so I would do anything for her. Being here is the least I can do.”

”But it's the best for Layla right now.”

I sighed. ”Mr. Ryan, I can't believe it's too soon. We just planned to go to beach. And then....”

Mr. Ryan bowed down his head, unable to say anything. Still at a loss too.

”And the kids, how am I gonna tell them?” I stifled a sob. This is so heartbreaking for them.

Mr. Ryan consoled me for some time. But I feel sad. I don't want to lose people important to me. I don't like to be in this same situation again.

Doctors then came in, grabbing Mr. Ryan's attention. They were telling Mr. Ryan of a new patient. Another one to be in this same fate, probably. Mr. Ryan excused himself, leaving me alone in my thoughts.

I leaned back on the wall, facing Layla's room. My mind's in turmoil, not knowing what to do, what will happen and how I am going to cope with it.

I sighed and prayed that everything would be okay.

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I didn't know I was crying until someone wiped away my tears.