33 CHRISTMAS WITH ME (1/2)
When I woke up, Ethan was gone from the bed. But I heard someone cooking outside. He'll be going now and I feel sad. I want to move on but I guess it has to take time more time for me. I realized I gave my everything to him, considered him as my world. And when he left, I was left in pieces. But I'm finding my way to get back all the pieces and mend it. If I can't do this alone, I hope someone comes into my life to help me be whole again.
Sigh~
I got up, took a bath and dressed. I found out that some of my dresses are getting smaller? Or is it me that's getting bigger? Oh I guess this is inevitable, since Minho has been feeding me nonstop and I haven't jogged for how many weeks now. Hmmm, I think this weekend would do since it's the last week of classes before Christmas vacation. Oh how time flies. Sigh.
”So what to wear? Hmmmm”
The door suddenly opened and I jumped out in fright.
”What took you so long-” Ethan stopped talking when he saw me wearing only my undergarments.
I smirked. ”Why do you look surprised? You have seen everything.”
”Yeah sorry, I didn't realize you were not still dressed.” He came closer and rubbed himselfon my tummy. I felt him, hard. ”So what took you so long?”
I breathed heavily. How can I be swayed by this? I stammered, ”Uh, I-I, I.. I think my clothes are getting smaller?”
”Your clothes? Getting smaller? Pffft pig.” And he howled in laughter.
I pouted. ”What did you just call me?”
”Pig.” And he laughed once again.
I threw a dress at him. ”Hate you.”
He then wrapped his arms around me and whispered, ”Then let's get you fit again.”
I looked at him confusingly, ”How?”
He grinned, and unclasped my bra as an answer.
***
I was outside my apartment, waiting for Minho, talking to myself.
”I promise to myself that that was the last time I'm having sex with Ethan. I promise. I promise. I promise. I promise. I promise. I-”
”What do you promise?”
I jumped in surprise and looked for the speaker. ”Minho! When did you arrive?”
I roamed my eyes and found his car on the side. The engine was cut off, so I think he was there standing for a little while.
”A few seconds ago. What do you promise?”
”Oh. Nothing in particular. I just promised to start doing my weekly workout.”
”Why? You have an amazing body.”
I blushed. Shameless. ”It's just that you've been feeding me too much, and now my dresses don't fit me anymore!”
”Oh! You're worried about that? Then let's buy new clothes.”
My nose flared, ”But that's beside the point Minho! What I mean is, I'm getting fatter!”
He laughed. ”No. I think, this is you being healthy.”
”But I just want to be fit.” I said, exasperated.
”Okay okay. I'll accompany you on your workout.”
”Really? You'd do that?”