89 I Thought You Were A Virgin! (1/2)
Tereza looked at him, smiling sadly. She didn't say anything and listen to his explanation until he finished. Han finally faces her after a while. Tereza leaned her head to his shoulder and rubbed his left hand.
”Great job telling me this..” (Tereza)
”I was shaking, didn't you realized?”
She kissed his cheeks and said, ”I did.” she continued and teasingly asked, ”So, are you Han or Hanzo?”
”I'm both of them.” he chuckled.
She brought his head and buried it in her bosom. He could feel her soft breasts pressing on his face. He felt comfortable. She stroked his head which covers with a bead of sweat while asked him, ”Are you still suffering from your past? I mean about your grandma or about your father...” she said meekly.
”A bit, in the past, the memories often haunting me. But now...” Han looked at her, smiling. ”It slowly ceased away when I'm with you, and, when I being honest to you, I felt relieved, somehow.” he circle his hands to her waist and pressed it tightly. She blushed from his embarrassing statement. But. she quickly diverts it away from the feeling and asked him again.
”Did your family know about it yet?” she tilted her head and asked curiously.
He nodded and answered, ”They knew already. Before I went to the military for five years, I told them about my mental illness.”
She lifted her eyebrows. ”Were they shocked?”
He buried his face on her shoulder to sniff her fragrance while answering, ”A little, they understand my problem. In fact, they were sorry. They said it was their fault I became like that. But, I didn't agree with them. It was I who started it and it was I who ended it. I just don't want them to feel a burden. They are a warm parent, but sometimes it was a little overmuch. It just showed them that they care about me.” he lifted the corner of his lips.
She giggled and praised him, ”You really love your parent.”
”Of course, don't you?” (Han)
Tereza looked at him and lowered her head so she could feel his soft hair. He smells like a shampoo.”I am.” She answered with undescribed tone.
He suddenly realized his question and quickly lifted his head. He looked at her light brown eyes with a troubled face. He said, ”I'm sorry.”
”No, it's okay, forget about me... Anyway, I finally realized that was the reason your name is still Han, huh? I was wondering why your father insisted our son to be named 'samurai-like-to-be' yet your name is quite different. So it turned out like that.” she nodded, understanding.
”Yeah, it was an agreement between the two of us (Hanzo and Han) after all.” he chuckled, ”And you told me about that last family meeting, I'm still impressed you could survive in there.”
She glared at him and smack his head. She said angrily, ”Shut up. I was tired, y'know?”
She heard him chuckled again. In a few seconds no sound they could hear besides his lips smooching her skin. In the end, Tereza asked him a question again. ”So, your relationship with Mr. Kei Ono and Mr. Rei Ishii are only old classmates? And, I was surprised that Mr. Jo Miura was an ex-special agent. What happened that you guys, finally work together now?”
”Well, it's a long story to tell you. In short, as I told you when I build my company, they too had their own company to manage. We met some chance when doing business work before I went to the military.” He just kept it simple for Tereza to understand, he didn't want to elaborate further.
Tereza sounds understanding yet she didn't understand completely. Maybe there was still something that he hides. For example, when Oda Inugami said how Han destroyed his family and everyone family. She was curious, but she didn't like to be called 'curiosity killed the cat'.
Slowly, she will learn and find out about what happened. So right now, she feigned ignorance about that 'business work' he faced on.
Tereza looked at him, trying to find change another question to ask, yet she went back to continue, asking about the three people. ”So, what happened to Kei Ono and Rei Ishii when you were expelled?”
”Nothing. They still the same as before, studying at school while still leading their gang,” he answered a little flat like he didn't care about them at all.
”Are they still doing 'that' until now?” (Tereza)
”What do you think?” (Han)
She nodded how his indifferent reaction, ”Hmm, so they still.” If that was true, that means right now they had a shady business in the underground, spread wide. Kei Ono and Rei Ishii was someone that his husband should watch for. But why he still cooperate with them?
She continues, ”And, you are quite close to Jo Miura, huh?”
”Well, yeah. He was like a brother to me first but now, I treat him as a friend. He turned out not as I imagine him.” he shrugged.
”Why is that?” (Tereza)
He made a little line on his face, ”Although he is a kind heart man, he was an annoying person in my eyes.” Tereza laughed from his explanation.
She asked another question about his relationship with childhood friends. ”Then, how about Stevan and Laura, how do you felt about them?”
”I don't know. In the past, I admit I didn't really treat them as real friends.I used to dislike Stevan behavior because he was too cocky, while Laura...she was a 'weird' girl. But now, it's a neutral feeling. I didn't find Laura annoying anymore and Stevan...he... was a normal guy. ”
He was having a hard time to tell his relationship with others. He never thought about them until now. Since he met Tereza, the doors inside his heart start to open one by one. Like to his family, he appreciated them more than before, he learned to open up with his subordinates, and now too, he started to think about his friendship with them.
But one thing that he felt grateful from Tereza was that he finally brave enough to face himself. Although she was not there when he was in a terrible time or condition. At least, right now. She was her by his side.
Tereza looked at her husband indifferent face yet complicated, he had a reason he says like that, she thought. He was having a difficult and suffering time when he was a child until now. He started to open up, but only for some people. She knew that deep inside, he didn't trust anyone completely in his heart.
She felt empathy for him. But she also wondered if he trusts her whole heart?
When Tereza thought like that, she remembered the time she spends with him and how he wholeheartedly told about his problem to her and how he showed that he was a good husband.
He did indeed trust her.
Tereza averts her face and her eyes became watery. With difficulty, trying to calm down her sad heart, she sighed inwardly that she was a soft heart person. She asked with a query voice, ”Do you still have other dark past that you want to talk about?”
Han was a little dazed because of memory about his teenage years. But he heard her question and answered her subconsciously. ”Well, I was a little schemer for business things.”
She smiled amusingly with her teary eyes. ”I guessed it. That's why a lot of people trying to kill you.”
He chuckled and shrugged his shoulder. ”Correct, I'm a very important person. For all this time I could handle it with no problem. But when you came to my life, everything needs to be plan through again. So, you must glad to be my wife, Mrs. Asuzawa.”
She folds her arm in her bosom. It empathized her D cup shape. ”So, you meant I'm a burden to you?” she glared at him hatefully.
Sadly, Han didn't notice her glares due to his gaze was focused on his wife's breasts. It made him, gulped. He said with his throat dry and without looking at her eyes. ”No, of course not, Dear. I love you~”