Chapter 695 - What Do You Want Me To Do (1/2)

Xian Guiying was actually very upset. Whenever she saw Qin Gengxin's temperature increase, she would worry about him and would lose her sleep all night. However, every time he wanted to approach her after seeing her concern, she really wanted to run away and retreat.

Xian Guiying had no idea what had happened to her. She didn't know if she was scared, tired, or something. Suddenly, her thought was seen through by him and she immediately became anxious.  ”Qin Gengxin! Stop being like this. Let me go first!”

Qin Gengxin forcefully pulled her into his embrace. The beer can she's holding fell from her hand, splashing to the floor with a soft thud sound.

Xian Guiying's eyes widened. With a frown, she tried to push him away. ”Qin Gengx--”

”At that time, you kept asking me why any woman could be with me, only you couldn't?” He squeezed her wrist and said, ”Because I f*cking put you in my heart a long time ago! Because I f*cking clearly knew I couldn't have anything to do with you, but I still fell in love with you. Other than letting you by my side to protect you, I can't do anything else! I love you, but I can't be with you! I don't want to hurt you!”

Every word he said made Xian Guiying gritted her teeth, but it somehow calmed her down. She looked at him silently.

'I love you, but I can't be with you.'

'I don't want to hurt you.'

Her eyes reddened, but she let him hold her wrist, let him hold her domineeringly in his arms. She then asked in a very soft voice. ”Why can't you love me? Qin Gengxin, I know there seems to be something going on between my grandfather and your grandmother, but why does it affect us? Why can't you give me the answer? Why did your parents agree to our marriage? Was it because I'm pregnant? If I wasn't pregnant, nothing really wouldn't happen between us, right?”

Qin Gengxin's black eyes locked onto her reddened eyes. He finally saw the accusation in her eyes. After so many days, he finally saw that her eyes were neither rational nor calm.

He couldn't bear to see her like this. He put her hands down and placed his hand around her shoulder, pressing her head to his chest. ”It's all my fault, it's all my fault.”

Xian Guiying didn't struggle as she pushed her face to his chest, feeling very wronged in her heart.

”I made a wrong choice.” Qin Gengxin hugged her and stroked her hair gently. ”I shouldn't have avoided your feelings from the very beginning. If I chose to be with you from the beginning and we faced this together, those so-called memories and the past won't affect us. Guiying, I'm not as good as you. I said that I didn't want to hurt you, but in reality, I used my weakness and cowardice to hurt you. I'm so sorry.”

”At this moment, other than using everything in my power to compensate you, I don't know what else to do. Please forgive me. I'm not that smart to the point where I can easily do everything. I really don't know what to do without you and Qianqian anymore.”

Xian Guiying closed her eyes and listened to his words carefully. Her eyelashes were wet with tears.

”I've been thinking countless times about how I can get you back to me and how I can make Qianqian call me daddy.” He kept stroking her hair. ”Guiying, what should I do? What do you want me to do?”

Xian Guiying remained silent. Qin Gengxin hugged her tightly. ”Tell me, what should I do? Tell me.”