Chapter 642 - Let Go (1/2)
Xian Guiying didn't look at him and knew that the answer to the question he was asking was obvious. Other than Wei Zhengsheng and Qin Wenqian, who else knew that she wasn't home late tonight?
She put down the towel, picked up the coat on the bed, and was about to put it on, but when she saw the grape stain on the coat, she frowned a little. Even though it was dirty, she still needed to wear it. After all, Wuyuan at night was quite cold.
Qin Gengxin quietly looked at her back and said at a moderate pace, ”Guiying, no matter how much you hate me or how much you want me to disappear, I am still Qianqian's father. I don't think it's right for Wei Zhengsheng to be a father to the child.”
Xian Guiying's hand stopped fiddling with the coat, and she said it indifferently, without looking back. ”In these three years, Wei Zhengsheng has always diligently played the role of a father in Qianqian's world. She is very close to him, I don't think you can do better than him. He makes my daughter happier.”
Qin Gengxin's eyes dimmed a little. ”After all, I am the biological father, and this is an irreplaceable existence. If you're willing, I'm willing to repay the lack of love that I missed in these three years for the rest of my life.”
Xian Guiying stood there in silence for a long time before she sneered and turned to look at him. ”Qin Gengxin, do you think that I will wronged Wei Zhengsheng just for you? As long as you wave, I can immediately go and follow you?”
Qin Gengxin sighed, knowing that she would answer like that. ”No.”
”Since you can tell that I'm serious about him and since you can also tell that I'm not going to kick him from my life like you kicked me, then what's your right to say that? For the rest of your life? Have you ever seen me in your plans and prospects in your life before this?”
She laughed. ”I suddenly saw a lot of things. Feelings are just an inseparable part of life, but they are not everything. Qin Gengxin, you are not my life, I am not your life! Over the years, Wei Zhengsheng has done many things for me from behind. I'm not touched or grateful, I'm just tired. I just want a man who can really give me a peaceful home. Can you imagine an outstanding man being laughed at by his peers for not being able to drink alcohol just to take me home safely and ensure my safety?”
”There are a lot of things you can't imagine and there are also a lot of things you can't do, but Wei Zhengsheng has done all this for me. Compared to that, if I didn't choose him, I, Xian Guiying, would be a bastard like you! I still have to say, Qin Gengxin, I am no longer a little woman who only cared about love in the past! I am already thirty years old and have a daughter! I have my goals. I have the life I want! You are just a passer-by, a person who once appeared in my heart.”
Xian Guiying opened the door and paused before softly replying, ”We better never see each other again.”
Then she walked out.
Qin Gengxin closed his eyes and in two seconds, he was running out.
Xian Guiying walked quickly to the elevator and pushed the button. Qin Gengxin came out of the room, walked straight up to her, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her into his arms just as she was about to step into the elevator. He put his other hand on her waist and put his head near her ear, and whispered, ”Guiying, please, can we not do this?”
Xian Guiying never once thought he would chase her. After so many years, Qin Gengxin had never chased after her.
She was stunned, then raised her hand to push him away, but he hugged her tightly. His warm lips pressed against her ears, his breath flowing all the way to her ear, and his voice was almost hoarse as he pleaded, ”Guiying, you and our daughter are both my lives. I miss you, I miss Qianqian. I still remember Qianqian's sharp voice calling me 'daddy', it still rings in my ears. I didn't live well in the last one year, I've been looking for both of you. But now, when I've found you, you ignored me, and you don't want me. Qianqian also won't recognize me. If you really don't want to come back, how should I live?”
”Qin Gengxin, let go.” Xian Guiying warned.