Chapter 617 - She Didn’t Want To See A Second Qin Wenqian, Let Alone See A Second Herself (2/2)
To this day, due to the pressure of his parents, he finally brought his wife to Wuyuan for a vacation.
When Xian Guiying heard the woman said that she was pregnant again, her hand, which was cleaning the dust, immediately stopped.
”I'm pregnant. A month ago, on his father's birthday celebration, he finally came home. That night, he drank too much and was carried into his bedroom by his parents, and it was that very night, we were together again for the first time after he distancing himself. I didn't think that I would be able to get pregnant again after a miscarriage, but I didn't dare to tell him.”
The woman held the glass tightly in her hand, ”On the plane, I felt nausea and ran to the toilet to vomit. He saw it but he didn't really care about me at all. Hey, at least he got the stewardess to bring me a pillow and blanket.” She laughed bitterly.
Xian Guiying took a deep breath and threw the towel in her hand into the basin. She looked at the woman. ”Are you planning on having this child?” She asked.
The woman was surprised by the question. No one had ever asked her this question. She, herself, never thought of this question.
She looked at Xian Guiying blankly, ”I ...I don't know ...”
Xian Guiying smiled. ”Sister, there are some things you just have to endure. When you reach the end of the road, you will feel how regretful you are for your perseverance. If you have the ability to give your child a warm and happy future and if you want this child, then you should keep it. If you do not have the ability, then do not give birth to this child.”
When Xian Guiying thought about how her daughter hadn't mentioned her father since she (Qin Wenqian) broke through the gates of hell a year ago, Xian Guiying felt her heart ache. This was the only injustice she gave to her daughter.
Qin Wenqian never once mentioned her father again. Although she was only four years old, she had the temperament of a grown-up person. Deep in her heart, she knew she shouldn't wait anymore.
Xian Guiying didn't want to see a second Qin Wenqian, let alone see a second herself.
Although this woman was weaker than her, she was still the same.
The woman lowered her head and said softly, ”If he still does this to me and does not separate from that woman, I will get a divorce. It's just that this child … It's not that I don't have the ability to support her, it's just... I'm not sure if she can live in a family without a father in the future …”
When the petite woman had rested enough and left after saying a few words of thanks, the man still hadn't come to pick her up. She took her camera and walked towards an inn not far away with unsteady steps.
Xian Guiying stood alone in the shop. She hadn't smoked for a long time. Ever since she gave birth to Qin Wenqian, she had almost never touched anything related to tobacco. However, this time, she felt an inexplicable urge to smoke.
She went out and bought a pack of ladies' cigarettes. She leaned against the wall at the corner of the store and smoked alone. While smoking, she looked at the glass of water on the table.
'Xian Guiying, have you ever regretted it?'
Maybe she really regretted it when Qin Wenqian was almost dying and when she learned that the man had another woman in his apartment and was doing ”other things.”
She always wanted to say that if there hadn't been so many 'ifs' in her life, she would have calmed down a long time ago and wouldn't have a single ripple in her heart towards that person or that past.
However, when Xian Guiying heard that woman telling her story while shedding tears, there was still a trace of unwillingness in her (Xian Guiying) heart