34 A DAY OF CONFESSION 3 (2/2)
”YEAH! She is here fulfilling my stupid wish but look at me I don't even know about her pains. She must hate me as I am just like that monster of a father who used her as a vessel. I am using her own power to attack her.”
”What did you see?”
”It is her story to tell you. I just want you to know that I want to refine my soul as a panacea to stabilize her.”
”What? Why do you want to do this? Is this because of backlash?” Zoru asked in anger.
”No, it is not. You can say that this is me apologizing to her. She has already suffered too much. From the beginning, you were with me and I had a perfect family but was still not satisfied. I wanted more and Lu Jian became my next target. I wanted that cold handsome man for myself. I became something that I never wanted to be. I left my family because I wanted too. I always did the things I wanted to do and never cared about anything else but Xiu, she is different. I think this is the reason that Lu Jian felt something for her and not for me.”
This time Zhen Xiu had a peaceful smile on her face.
”This decision, is this because of Lu Jian and his feelings?” zoru asked his master.
”No, it is for Xiu, a girl who has never received anything good in her previous life, who deserves every bit of happiness and the one who truly deserves affection and love from mother. I have wronged her and I want to redeem myself.”
”What about your last wish?”
”Hmm, last wish I think it doesn't matter anymore after this. I think Lu Jian will be good for her. He will be able to give her everything that she was deprived of in her last life. Don't tell her about all these things, I don't want her to feel bad and it will also make her stay here, and she will easily get Lu Jian's heart.”
”What about me?” Zhen Xiu asked with a deep smile.
”Don't you want to live? You are never serious. This is something important and you are all smiley.”
”I want her to live. I want to do something for my other half who has suffered without doing anything wrong. I want to repay everything I owe to Shen Ya, my mother and you. I have been selfish for a long time now. I want to be selfless for once and help Xiu to gain everything she deserves. After all, Xiu thinks everyone deserves a last chance, so I want to give her first chance and I hope she gets many more chances like this in future even if I am gone.”
Zhen Xiu dissipated after saying her last words. Her soul link automatically connected with the spiritual link of Xiu.