30 YOU ARE REALLY….BRAVE. (2/2)

[Not yet but if you will try contacting her then yeah it is possible that you will lose your new life.]

(Fine, I will not try to do it but what about the backlash. What is going to happen?)

Zoru was conflicted whether he should tell her or not.

(Boy, tell me otherwise you see how I will torment you when I get back my powers.)

[You will never get your powers again.]

(What? Why? You are telling me this now. What are you hiding? Didn't you say that I have to go back through some kind of portal to recover my soul? One more thing that this planet is not good for the recovery etc, etc..) Zhen Xiu was enraged currently because of all this information.

(Tell me what your problem is exactly? Am I so bad that you don't like me that you want me dead or if I am responsible for all the things that have happened to your dear master? I am such a fool to even sympathize about her. Just a moment ago I was feeling sorry for her but who is sorry for me?)

She shouted as tears fell from her eyes one by one. In both of her lifetimes, this is the first time that she is shedding tears for herself. She feels cheated by this nature and all the rules.

Why was this that every bad thing has to happen to her? What wrong did she commit that she has to receive everything bad? Why should not she dislike her other half?

Why life was this cruel to her?

She wanted to live but is not able to in both the lifetimes. Every time she has to fulfill the demands and wishes of others then what about her?

[It was not her fault. She didn't know this would happen and for that, she has to lose everything. Her consciousness would eventually disappear from this entire universe and her soul will replenish your other half because she used your spiritual power. You will be safe. Don't be immature. She is going

to replenish your soul, as soon as her wish is completed.]

Zoru tried to put some sense in her but Zhen Xiu kept on crying.

(Immature? HA..HA…) Zhen Xiu laughed hard while crying continuously. (I am immature. You are right. I am immature. What do you expect from me then should I be all that docile and innocent just like her? I am not saying that she is wrong or she is bad or she is selfish but I want to know why I always am alone. Why I don't receive anything good from this world?)

[You are not alone. I am there for you.]

(HA..HA..HA, you are here. No, you are here because you wanted a vessel that can fulfill your previous master's last wish. You know Zoru I am really envious of her. She didn't realize that how good of a life she had and chose the wrong path and just like that she died and then just like a knight in shining armor you brought me here to fulfill her last wish. If she was not in that accident and had to use me as her last choice, would you save me the same way you did now or I would be dead instead of her?)

Zoru was once again silent after this last question of hers.

(You don't need to feel bad. I know you wouldn't.)

Zhen Xiu had a defeated smile gracing her face.