1 I am back (2/2)

I heard my phone ringing. I opened my bag and picked up my phone. Looking at the name a smiles gentely.

”Hello Troy.” I answered while wiping some tears.

”Are you crying? You just arrived there and something happen? I was always against you going back there. This was a bad idea.” the voice on the other line sound worried.

”Oh Troy don't worry. Andrea and I are just having some heart to heart talk.” I chuckled.

”Oh, ok. Cry babies.” Troy laughed. ”Well I just called to check up on you.”

”Don't worry Troy, I'll be fine. I'm a big girl and I'm not the old princess who was good. I'm a queen now and they will bow down to me.” I said with determination.

”I know Queenie. I'm just here if you need help. I'm always here for you remember that.” Troy said.

”I know Troy but I want to do this with my own power. You have helped me so much. Without you I won't be here.” I said.

”Okay then. But remember to always call me. I already miss you.” Troy said.

I smiled. ”I miss you too.” I answered. There was a bit of silence.

”Well I'm hanging up now.” Troy broke the silence. ”Okay.” I said. Then the line was cut.

”You know he loves you.” I here Andrea say. ”I don't know why you don't give him a chance? He is a great guy”

I sighed. ”I know Andie. It's just, I don't know. I feel that I'm not complete. There is something missing. I can't love yet until I find it.” I said. ”Maybe after I have taken my revenge. After everything is over. Maybe then I can fall in love again.”

I closes my eyes then remembered. After that day happend, after the fall. My world was pitch black. I was all alone in that pitch black abyss. I can't see or hear anything. I also can't feel anything.

It felt forever that I was in that abyss. Then after that forever I saw a dim light. Little by little it became brighter and brighter. Then when I opened my eyes I saw him, Troy. What I saw first was his green eyes looking at me concerned. Then I start to see his beautiful face. His brown hair, his fair skin, his manly lips. He looked like an angel. I remember calling him my angel after that.

I came back from my memories and giggled.

”What's funny?” Andrea asked.

”I remembered my angel.” I said. Andrea looked at me puzzled. ”It's a secret.” I smiled at her.

I closes my eyes and started to drift to sleep.