15 Loved (2/2)
He comes back and lifts me up ..
Yippee just hold me like this for 15 mins .. my back is still hurt
He takes me inside the bathroom
No , i don't want to die by a tub please please ...
but as he takes me inside there is table there ... oh he covered the tub by the carpet
so he went first to do this ..
I feel a bit touched as he had cared for me
he goes inside the small room made from glass doors? will he lock me here ??
he does something with his toes then it starts raining
wow... but there is no smell of rain
ok it's the artificial rain
He gives me something and tells me to use it
I put some on my hand and rub it on my body as I saw people do in the big box ( TV )
wow , It smells nice and foams well
I take my time , But I think it's enough
so I try to so something , but maybe I should not as i may break it
I call him slowly , He comes running and asks me with his eyebrows
” stop the rain ” I say
he is quite confused but later points at the clothes and goes to the Rain
I wear the clothes at once ..
It is nice , soft and contains his smell
i wear it happily , He looks quite happy too
He picks me up again and take me down
I see everywhere and don't see anyone cooking ... strange
He comes out with a soup bowl and a drink , Is it his breakfast , I want some of that drink too
he places the bowl in front of me
and he starts feeding me the soup after blowing on it so i don't burn my tongue
He is so caring and nice
should i still doubt him? No one has ever been this nice to me ??
I feel loved under his care
he passes me a straw and i start drinking it , A new taste again, but I love it ..
i suddenly hear
” you are beautiful ” he says ,,
i am shocked but feel giddy inside and my every cell telling me to trust him , love him
But if he breaks my trust , why in the hell is he doing this why ??
i want answers so i just ask him
he answers
” Because I love you ”
he kisses my cheeks which feels wet , was i crying ?
he kisses my eyes and forehead talking again
” I love you and always will , I will never leave you alone and will always protect you until my last breath , Please trust me I will never hurt you ”
I feel really happy
this is when i decide
I will trust him , Love him back but if he betrays it , I swear i will leave him for good
I realise this was the chance i was waiting for to change my life
I don't want to be pitiful and weak
I want to train myself , I want to be strong and beautiful , I want to learn how to read and write , I want to learn how to be loved
I nod and smile at him
he kisses my forehead and picks me up
taking me into his room and dops me on the bed , I am tired and want to close my eyes but I want him near me
he silently sighs and cuddles to me
this is what i always hoped for
I wish I am doing the right thing ...feeling loved feels so good
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Sorry i was about to upload at 3 but I have a killer headache ...