9 Chapter 9 (1/2)
I wake up the next morning to find Lucas sound asleep the next morning, it must be dawn, I'm puzzled at the fact that he laying next to me, but what for? Did he hope that I was awake, so we could have sex? If that's what he wanted why didn't he just wake me up and I could have pleased him then and there.
Bathing before he wakes up was the best option for me before he wakes up. I go to the bathroom and the water runs. I undress and walk into the shower, when was the last time I had a hot shower bath? There were so many soaps, I scrubbed myself from head to toe. It was so refreshing, and I felt the warm water massage my back. After that I walk out, and I find towels that were put out, they were very soft. Today I would solve everything that was bothering me. Which meant trying to shape out my life, I couldn't stay here with him forever could I?
I put on comfy clothes that Lucas had gotten me since I started to live with him. I walk out the bathroom and I find him getting up, his hair is in all directions.
”Did you sleep well last night?”
”Yes, I did Sir.”
”You know my name is Lucas.” I knew that what his name was, but I was determined to not call him by that. It was too personal for me and I was determined to forget him to the very least. ”So, what do I do today?”
”Today, we will try find you something to do.” What did he mean by that, I was never good at anything except for sex of course. ”Don't look so scared we will take it one day at a time Olivia.” I look at him and he is so sure of it. ”Do you really think that?”
”Of course, you seem like a bright girl so we will start with something simple and then you can be studying on the side.” He wants me to study? ”I don't have the means to study.”
”I already paid for you to study online, so that after work you can sit down and focus on your studying, you just need to find something that suits your taste.” Did he really do that for someone he barely knows? Why does he do this for me of all people, it was very very… sweet of him.
”Why are you looking at me like that?” as he searches my face for an answer. ”No reason” as I turn away. I didn't want him to read me more, I couldn't play with the one thing I could never give anyone and that was my heart. In my life time I had seen what damage a broken heart could do to one person and that was enough for me to never fall into that trap.
”I'm going to bath” as he heads to the bathroom. I decide to make breakfast as he had taught me how to make something simple. The eggs were boiling, so it was time to put toast on the table, some butter. Then the orange juice into the glasses. After taking off the eggs from the stove I switch it off.
I look at the table in satisfaction. Even though this isn't my money it is my first time making something from money that wasn't earned in a disgusting manner. But didn't you Olivia? Lucas is just like every other man in this world. He will eventually collect his worth from you after he is tired of waiting and that would mean you still earned it through the very thing you try to run away from which is what you always be, a prostitute.
”What are you thinking about?” I come back to reality and I realize I had zoned out whilst fighting the demons in the head. ”Nothing” as I wait for him to sit down, instead he walks around and pulls out my chair. I sit down, and he tucks me back in. Then he walks around, and he sits down.