35 I Wanted To Love You (1/2)

Boiling in enraged Xing xi ya was now raging in anger, her ear and whole face was turning red, she bit her lips, while furiously clutching the pillow she's planning to throw at the man who's right away become her prey of her like a lion dark eyes.

When she furiously and straightly threw it, Li da wei rapidly got catch it with no amount of any effort. Which only more triggering Xing xi ya's dark competitive side, she narrowed her eyes, raised her sharp eyebrows and unpleasantly stood for a seconds, she pondered her eyes side to side while cracking her knuckles like a horror villain who's calmly yet scary giving herself a peaceful seconds to think how to perfectly kill her prey.

At the same time Li da wei's cousin pupils dilated, he don't know what to say neither to react at the wild girl he's staring at, his eyes was widen open, mouth slightly open, his both arms remained at his sides he was alarmed that the girl was about to attack his cousin who's also standing with his both arms down to his sides, wearing his guilty yet disconsolate look.

Li da wei's cousin carefully move closer to him, he secretly pat Li da wei's back and then whispered to his ear with a really low tone, afraid to let Xing xi ya overheard them. ” Bro why does she keep staring like that? Does she your new girlfriend then why so suddenly wildly transformed into a tiger itself? ” Li da wei's cousin grumbles.

Li da wei glare at him and quickly replied by as well as whispering to him. ” Shut up i lied to her that's why she's staring us like that. ” He grumbles. His cousin look up at him with his icy stare. ” Excuse me only you not me. ” He harshly corrected Li da wei.

He once again took a quick peek at Xing xi ya then he studied her uniform. ” So she's a student at Li's university huh. ” He murmured as he move closer to his cousin and then purposely kick his bu*t making Li da wei come nearer to Xing xi ya's face. ” Je*k fix that before it's gonna be too late. ” He strictly advised.

Li da wei gulped, he landed his gaze at the side quickly gathering his courage, while quickly picking up his words to explain himself for the reason why he did lied his identity and approached her.

He slowly lean closer, he reached her one hand and slowly look up at her, staring at her eyes, he started to make her calm, he don't know what kind off thoughts Xing xi ya's been thinking of why she's silently just also staring at him while letting him touch her, his confused but anyway felt relief that he's seeing her expression beginning to soften.

Li da wei let Xing xi ya stare at his face before saying anything, he bit and lowered his head as he gently squeeze her one hand making it warmer with his help. He gulped and look back at her, his eyes are so caring, he slowly raised his other hand and placed it on her cheek, he tenderly rubbed it using his tip finger, he's now staring at her with his loving eyes. Thought that both of them are communicating through eyes.

Little did he know that Xing xi ya was really hurting deep inside, no words and actions can express and explain what she's been feeling for a long time and now Li da wei din't intended to triggered it with his lies.

Xing xi ya has been a lonely girl, she thought that she's not good enough and useless to make people sincerely stay beside her. She thought that the reason why people around her always cruelly leaving her after using her was because she's not worth it to stay with it, only a girl from a messy family, a girl who's been unfairly manipulating by her own family, always target by bullies, always been lied to, was really the truth why she's been acting tough behind her fears and scars. Not wanting to let others see especially the people she value a lot.

For a short period of time given to them, she was so secretly felt happy being with him, with his loving eyes and caring touches, Xing xi ya do finally thought someone especially some man can see her worth a person who will accept her who she, who will value,respect and never used her, but her inner thoughts are once again poisoning her, saying that she will never be loved.