21 I know his name (1/2)
”Again.”
He chuckled this time, ”Yiren.”
Whenever he says my name, the warm feeling in my chest overwhelms me. I definitely feel like whenever he mentions my name, it sounded so perfect.
”I love you, Yiren.. I always have.”
This is too much for my heart! But I want to continue hearing him say my name!
I wasn't able to say a thing since he blocked my lips with his.We kissed.. he was kissing me.
If it was someone else, I would have pushed him away but this man who's kissing me is not someone else. I know him, he is the guy I love.
I closed my eyes and kissed him back. We shared a loving kiss until he deepened it, licking my lower lip, asking for my permission. I didn't hesitated at all, if it was him, I'm willing to give him everything.
It was a passionate and deep kiss. I can hear the slick sounds we made but I was too distracted by how good he kissed me.
He made me lie down on the ground without breaking the kiss.
I don't want this dream to end.
He finally leaned back and we were both breathless. ”I love you, Yiren. I love you since that day..”
I don't know what he was talking about but what I understand is that, we already met and this man, he is someone I've always loved.
Why won't his name pop up in my mind? Ah, his name is on the tip of my tongue. I feel like I can say his name the moment he gives me a clue.
I love him... This thought made me feel so happy.
I smiled. ”I love you too.”
”You do?” He asked in surprise.
I nodded. ”This feelings I have right now.. You're the only one who made me feel this way..”
He kissed me again before he moved his kisses on my neck. His hands started touching my body before it came into a stop. ”Can I?”
If it was others, I would definitely feel disgusted with their touches and kisses, but it was him.. I couldn't stop myself from yearning for him. He made me feel loved... so it's okay right? I will gladly give everything to him.
I nodded my head. ”If it's you, it's okay..”
Just like that, our clothes disappeared. I saw how well built his body was, I suddenly feel that his firm abs looks sexy.
I feel embarrassed but at the same time I didn't want him to stop.
”Eek!” I squeaked upon feeling his bite on my shoulder.
”This part is mine.”
Then he started kissing and sucking it. Ah.. it feels good when does it.
”This.”
”And this.”
His touches and kisses made my body burn. He was planting marks all over my body as he continued with his playful touch.
The moans I made makes me feel embarrassed, these sounds.. I never expected that I'll be making them.
We were the only ones in this place and the scenery before us made things more romantic.
When he entered me, I felt the pain, his manhood was tearing me but I became distracted when he started kissing me. Ah.. I love his kisses.
The pain was replaced by pleasure as he thrusts in me. So this is what it feels like to become one with the person you love..
”I love you...”
His name.. I know his name.. It is.. ”*tuuuuut*”
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I opened my eyes and found myself inside my room. Yes, it was my indeed my room.
I quickly sat down and kicked the blanket away from me. I was wearing the same white night dress that I wore last night. There was no blood on my white bed sheet or dress, my thighs and the other parts of my body wasn't aching. I peeked to see if there were marks on my body, there was none.
I covered my face with my hands as I felt it heat up.
I can't believe it.. I dreamed of having ..sex with a guy..
I wanted to hide in embarrassment. I was supposed to hate those kind of things and feel disgusted but it was him.. a man I love..
Wait.. who was 'him'?
I racked my brain, trying to remember his name and face but I couldn't.
I was brought back to reality when I heard a knock. ”Young miss, it's time for breakfast. The master and the guests are waiting.”
”A-Ah yes! I'll be there in a moment!”
I hurriedly went and took a bath but what caught my attention was the bite mark on my shoulder. Instead of a mark, it looked like a scar.
I suddenly remembered Luke drinking my blood from that part.