30 I Need You (2/2)

Raven started to get uneasy. She gently pushed Jordan away and sat beside him. She turned sideward to face him. His head was slightly bowed down and she smelled an alcohol from him.

Raven creased her eyebrow. Why would he drink at this hour?

”Jordan what is wrong? Are you crying?” she asked him. Raven sighed deeply. Jordan was still quiet. She cupped his face with both hand slightly tilt his head up so she can face him.

The light was dim and she can't tell if he really cried or not. However, his eyes looked sad as he stared at her. Then he pulled her again to hug her tightly.

Raven was so clueless right now and doesn't know what to do because whenever she will ask Jordan he doesn't answer. He will just tighten his embrace on her. She patted his back instinctively.

”I need you,” she heard Jordan murmured those words to her ear.

Before Raven could react, Jordan pressed her down to the bed and kissed her. It was a deep longing kiss. She can taste the whisky from his mouth.

She remained submissive on Jordan's movements. She returned his kisses unconsciously. His tongue entangled to hers.

She did not notice that Jordan already removed his shirt then he untied her robe sliding his hand inside to feel her warmth. She almost forgot that she was totally naked underneath her robe.

Raven can no longer think straight when Jordan began to follow his hand and trailed her body with kisses.

Then she saw him unbuckling his pants. Raven blinked for several times. 'What is going on? Isn't this a little too fast? I am not ready for this!'

Panic can be seen at her face. Jordan clearly saw her reaction and he stopped.

Then he sighed deeply and laid his body next to her. He hugged her body and buried his face on her neck.

”I'm just tired and exhausted. Please let me stay like this for a while.” Jordan said in a low tone.

Raven felt Jordan's need for a companion. She wanted to know what's bothering him but she stayed still and let him rest. She put her hand on his arm that was hugging her waist and gently tapped it to console him.

”Raven I hate that I… I just hate you so much…” that was Jordan's last words before he kissed her neck and dozed off.

'What is that supposed to mean?' Raven really wanted to ask him what he meant by that because the sentence seemed twisted. She was left hanging and wondering.

She can feel Jordan's breathing on her neck. Raven inhaled and blew the air out from her mouth.

Jordan probably really hates her because of her uncertainty…