5 Broken hear (2/2)

”Forgiveness?”, she asked incredulously with a mocking smile, ”What if it was me? What if you have caught me f**king a man? Would you have forgiven me with a few words?”

Even imagining her with another man filled Charlie with relentless fury.

”Don't say that”

Rosaline was even more enraged.

”So its ok as long as its a man. But If its a woman she can't even think about it”

Rosaline took a deep breath. She really wanted to punch that guy in front of her.

”Good-bye Charlie”, as she said it, she once again tried to close the door.

But Charlie didn't let her.

”Rose you are angry? Then beat me up. Take your anger on me. But please don't do this with me. I can't live without you. I lov...”

”Don't give me that shit!”, Rosaline cut him off.

To be true, she was scared that she would forgive that despicable man. After all he was the one she loved since the beginning and feelings don't die overnight.

A big part of her heart still wanted her to feel his warmth, to make herself fall in his arms and cry out all her pains.

But she wouldn't let it happen.

She wouldn't make her lose in front of him and ask for his comfort.

She had to be strong and depend on herself.

”Just leave me alone, Charlie”

”Rose”, his voice was soft as he asked apprehensively, ”Do I have no chance?”

At this Rosaline was quiet as she asked the same question to herself.

Could she live without him? Could she forget him completely? Could she end her lingering feelings for him?

Once her silence dominated, Charlie felt little at ease.

It meant he still had a hope.

”I'm leaving for now Rose but I'll come back and remember only you are the love of my life”, he conveyed the words of his heart and turned to leave. After throwing a last yearning glance at the love of his life, he left.

He had a flight that day and was leaving to study aboard in a university.

While Rosaline was still mending her broken heart, something even more terrifying awaited her.