Chapter 83 (1/2)

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at 11th of May 2019 11:30:05 AM

Chapter 83

It was probably safe to say that the an Westernia, ended in failure

I thought I had prepared for everything, but clearly, I severely underestith a person could muster when their lives were threatened

When 「that person」 saw ht my life was over

But when he looked at ed breath, 「that person」 didn’t run away nor screa…

That person sheltered meI told that person about my circumstances

When I saw that person who listened toslowly, a flame lit in my chest

I was obsessed, I told that person about everything leading to that event–

I stuttered and probably repeated some point over and over, but that person listened earnestly

Finally, that person finally spoke

ーI kno it feels to be in that situation

Unless you find the answer to this problem, it will haunt you for the rest of your lifeThere will be no safe haven for you

To illustrate, even after everyone who cursed you died, they would still curse you in their death

For that reason, you ave er and a tattered cloak

There wasn’t even a nick on the bladeThe dagger was so sharp, it probably could cut through hu itThe cloth of the cloak is isolated with mana and presence, so other people couldn’t detect the wearer

These tere very valuable iteht away

『Why do you go this far for entle smile

ーIf it’s to help relief your soul, this a

I never relate to any other person this much

That person told me that ere very similar

Si like a shi+ning angel

How could a filth like me put on the same pedestal as that person?

I will definitely return this favor,

I said

ーTo witness your soul being saved is the greatest reward I could iine

He replied

Experiht ht me about the structure of the human body

How to rip huans

The location of what I seek in a hue in a very kind and detailed way, so the stupid me could process it

What should I do to become someone like that you? I asked

ーWhat kind of question is that, you silly thingHe laughed

ーPlease do ask if you have any question

We’re not in a hurry, so let’s teach you things one by one

After that, I want you to tell me the answer to that question you just asked

I hadn’t seen that person since

So was just a drea in my hand

That person ranted me these tools so I could affirm his existence in my reality

Back then, the adults always scoldthat I could hear voices that couldn’t be heard

That hy, even today, I was not confident about everything I seen, heard, or experienced

If I had the sense of reality, is this reality really the real reality?

If what I thought was real was just a ination for other people, there would be no boundary between reality and i I certain was real were that person’s ser and cloth

So I will continue the experi out there

The second subject, Catherine Fodlett, seemed to be done better than the first

I lure her with a harmless smile and invite her to a dark place, then I cut her throat with the dagger that I received fro to finish her in one painless cut, but I didn’t expect her to resist that much so I couldn’t finish her in one cutSo I cut her once ht back even though I was being so kind as to kill her painlessly?

Why couldn’t she just accept my kindness?

Just like how my mother scolded me, I scolded the subject

But she tried to resist even more

The subject, she repeatedly threw curse words at me, the same aords thatto lose my patience, so I cut off her nose

She screa subject down

「……I will rip your windpipe out if you don’t shut yourher cut off nose

GoodI cracked a small smileShe noticed that and started to feel relieved

I lifted her chin with er

「Hhy……?」

She could barely voice her confusion with her cut-off throat

But her words didn’t matter anymore

By the time I needed to spend a lot of time and use brute force, I had lost all my kindness towards her

The noisy brat must be silenced

Mom would scold me if I didn’t shut up

I cut her throat several ain

After that, I took off her cloth and revealed her sweaty body

The damp smell of sweat entered my nose and choke me a little

So dirty… It stinks…

Catherine Fodlett, the boutique owner, love to wear her beautiful self-tailored clothesShe looked even younger than she actually was

But no matter how hard she tried, her human body still stank like any other human

Was I also born froh her pale white stomach

Red blood poured out and the yellow fat-layer appeared before er displayed its superior sharpness, it cut through her body without fat sticking onto the blade

I cut through her digestive tract, full of food and excre her belly

Not only disgusting, but it was also a smelly and dirty work

But even so, even the most unpleasant work must be finished with enthusiasm(TL: 嫌なことほど率先して取り組まなければならない。We s)

I wholeheartedly wield the dagger

Finally, the dagger reached the part that I was ai for

Uterus

The woan that crystallized the lust of both race that I am would never have been born if this just didn’t exist

「Dirty… So dirty……」

I er and stabbed the soft and flabby h the luhtly, the blade completely severed the clump into two

「Dirty…?」

I didn’t find the answer that I seek

It was dirty, but I couldn’t say that it was any dirtier than the other part of her meaty bodyIn order to find ht faint if they heard about the aruesome work that must be exerted for this task, but still, I had to do it

If I didn’t find the answer, I would live the rest of ht be dirty as well

「Even so……」

The riddle just getting deeper and deeper

Was I dirty?

Or was I not?

「Verification… failure…」

I usedX on the nearby wall

The X was my newly created letter

Yes and NoI didn’t kno to call so that was both dirty and not-dirty at the same time, so I made a new letter

For soreat achieveh I never showed this letter to anyone else

If I showed it to that person, I was sure I would be praised with that char?

Of course so I could burn it into , you would inize that it is important

Mother always slapped my hands whenever I cram small letters next to each other in ainThe letters that ain was instead praised byeasy to read

I continued filling the ith bloody X, X, and ertip felt painful and the pain was almost unbearable, but I like to think of it as a punish the verification process

The verification was only just begun

I hide my body under the cloak and slipped out from the dark alley into the crowded street

There were several dubious looking people, but if you’re fast and can slip through quickly, the large number of people made a perfect s the people who lived their whole life without doubting their own reality, I disappeared

Year 1299 Month of Vulture (12th led corpse was found

The woh her throatAfter death, her abdoed

It was a terrifying incident, but at this point, it hadn’t caught the eye of the busy Monokans citizens

Although illustrated newspaper had recently picked up and published the incident, there were only a handful of people who could read, so the incident only ended up as another gossip in a random tea ceremony

But even then, most of the sensible nobles would only raise their eyebrow and skip through it entirelyIt was normal for them to avert their attention froh the security around the royal capital was relatively better than the other capital city of other countries and kingdoms, murder cases were still frequent

But none of therotesque as this one

Also, the fact that the incident occurred in the 「Nen」 dulled the reaction of the rich nobles andin the 「Old Town」

For the rich people who lived in the 「Old Town」, the 「Nen」 lookedto do with theh for thee their indifferent attitude

However, the situation changed when another htingale (1st month) in the year 1300

The second victim was a woman ned a tailor shop and lived in the Nen

The victim was the Old Town Royal Theatre’s exclusive supplierHer shop singlehandedly tailored every costuh she couldn’t be considered as wealthy and her shop was set up in the Nen, as an exclusive supplier for the royal theatre, she still had a considerable number of noble acquaintances

The woman was also killed by a cut to her throatAfter death, she was also gutted and her internal organs were scooped out

As a result of the tragedy that struck a well-known tailor, soe of pain on their chestMeanwhile, the other reat thrill from such an incidentAfter all, these kinds of incidents rief… You know about that social gathering that I couldn’t refuse? Every single people there were talking about the ripper all the time