Chapter 743 (1/1)

Su Rourou's heart suddenly hurt: she only remembered how sad and sad she was. Why didn't she think about how he came over these years? The orphan and widowed mother were helpless and left home... His life was probably as hard as she could not imagine.

”I know you've been blaming me for leaving without saying goodbye and not contacting you.” Luo Yichen's Adam's apple rolled gently, and his voice was slightly choked, but his eyes were still closed, ”But do you know that I forced myself to leave you and not to contact you. In fact... I'm even more painful than you. You said that you were willing to bear hardships with me, and you don't mind - but I do mind... I don't want you to live a wandering life with me, and I don't want you to be looked at differently by others because of me.”

Su Rourou's eyes were a little wet, and a tear fell down the corner of her eyes on the pillow, leaving a mark of different depths on it.

”When I first arrived in the United States, I had to go to school and work to earn my tuition and living expenses... I had to go to class during the day and work all night at night. Sometimes I didn't close my eyes after a whole day... Before long, my mother suddenly fell ill because of years of depression. At that time, I was almost crazy... I didn't know how I endured it Come here. Every time I'm about to fall, I think of you. ”

”I want to make myself stronger and better and be able to give you the happiness you want. At that time, I can come back to you again... So whenever I can't support it, I keep telling myself in my heart that as long as I hold on for a little longer, I will be one step closer to the day I saw you. Soft, do you know how important you are to me? You are the only one I love in my life, and also the one I am willing to protect all my life... ”

”In fact, that time at your home was not the first time we met again. I returned home long ago. I wanted to see you and was afraid to see you. Because I was afraid... I was afraid you wouldn't forgive me, and I was even more afraid that there was someone else around you. Therefore, I had to hide in the corner you couldn't see and pay attention to you silently. When I saw you at your home that day Wait, do you know how happy I am? But... You still refuse to forgive me. ”

”I see. Don't say any more... In fact, I have forgiven you for a long time.” Su Rourou's tears couldn't stop flowing down again, ”just... I'm just angry that you lied to me...”

Luo Yichen tentatively stretched out his hand in the dark and gently wiped away the tears on her face: ”I admit it's my fault. But... I'm just too scared and uneasy. From childhood to adulthood, I have a plan for everything, but only for you... I have no confidence at all.”

”Seeing that you are so close to Ke Shaoze and he Yan, and thinking that they have been with you for so many years, I am nervous and scared for no reason. I am afraid that you will be with them in the moment I don't notice... As long as I think of the picture of you with other men, I will go crazy...”

”As I said, Ke Shaoze and I are just good brothers and sisters. We were, are and will be...” Su Rourou whispered again.

Luo Yichen didn't seem to hear her, He said to himself: ”from childhood, I always like to cheat and tease you... But why do you only see the surface of things? Can't you feel my love for you with your heart? Even if I cheat you occasionally, it's just because I really love you so much... I don't want to lose you... I really don't want to lose you...”

Tears from the corners of her eyes flooded again, and Su Rourou unconsciously put a ring around his waist: ”Luo Yichen, I'm sorry... I shouldn't just think of myself.”