Chapter 0 (2/2)

He was tall even before he left, but it seemed that he had grown even taller. Sukyung realized that she would have to look if she stood by his side.

It was like… seeing his father when he was still alive. Sukyung has seen his father only in a photo, and she could tell he clearly used to be a very handsome man. She realized that even if they didn’t live together, a son will always end up resembling his father.

It seemed that Jaewon didn’t even recognize her. Or perhaps he wasn’t expecting anyone to be waiting for him. Jaewon walked by her, so Sukyung had to raise her hand hurriedly to stop him.

“J…Jaewon.”

Why was she stammering like an idiot? Why couldn’t she act cooler and more elegantly? But her heart was beating so wildly. All she wanted to do was grab him and hug him, so how could she act calm? Unfortunately, she wasn’t born elegant like some people.

Jaewon looked around in confusion. It seemed that he wasn’t sure if he heard his name or not. When his eyes met Sukyung’s, he blinked a few times. She waved at him awkwardly and tried to smile, but she could feel that all her face did was just crumple into an ugly frown.

Sukyung wished she could smile prettier. Was her dress crumpled? Was her makeup still okay? Maybe she should’ve checked her hair one more time?

“Sis?”

Jaewon stared in disbelief before walking up to her. Sukyung felt her face spasm from trying to smile so much, but she still acted calm and waved at him.

“You’ve changed so much.”

“Why are you here?”

Her smile froze. She could now hear her heartbeat in her ears. Gulping audibly, Sukyung looked up at him.

“Because I knew you were  arriving today…”

“How did you know that? I didn’t contact you about it.”

No, he didn’t. Blinking rapidly, Sukyung gulped again.

“I asked President Kim at the Carter’s.”

“The president? You called him in person?”

Jaewon seemed annoyed, and Sukyung became confused. She expected him to be surprised and happy. For a week, she has been picturing how he would look when he saw her. She thought that he would be surprised at first, but he would still be happy to see her. He would give her a big smile and maybe… even give her a hug.

Or at least a handshake.

“Umm… It’s nice to see you, Jaewon. Long time no see. Good to see you.”

She had practiced what to say to him, but Sukyung forgot everything. All she could do was mumble as she stared at him. Jaewon’s face seemed to turn red before he looked away.

“Yeah, it has been a long time. I need to go get my luggage.”

He grabbed his cart full of his luggage. Holding onto her purse tightly, Sukyung waited, and when he returned, they began walking together. Because he was tall, he walked really fast. Sukyung had to make an effort to follow him.

Was he not happy to see her? Did he not miss her at all? But Sukyung thought of him everyday for the past three years. She kept wishing he was with her…

Jaewon continued to walk without looking back. Sukyung had to try hard not to cry. She felt her eyes fill with tears and her heart aching like someone hit it with a hammer.

How could this be…? She loved him so much. She had been loving him so achingly for the past 10 years.

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