45 Complicated Feelings (1/2)
Weeks had passed since the day that Rose decided to stay at the side of the one who saved her life. Her feelings were still all over the place not knowing how she really felt inside. She didn't know how she saw Jax any normal woman would have fallen for his charms with ease. But she herself was no ordinary woman. She was one who stood on top of many people. The lower realms were not even in her eyes back then. Yet the feeling that she got when looking at him was special.
Rose couldn't decide if it was just friendly or if there was some sort of love in her gaze. Thus she decided to ask Jax a question that shocked his whole world. The two could be seen standing on a mountain far away from any civilization. The calm wind passing through the long red hair of Rose while her red eyes stared towards the man before her. Jax looked at her and was captivated by the sight he had to admit that the woman that stood before him was the most beautiful he had ever seen.
Silence was there for a couple of seconds before Rose asked him a question that would shock him.
”Do you love me” was what came out the woman's mouth before him. Shock was all that Jax felt did he love her? He didn't know what he felt towards her. She was the woman he named after the one who betrayed him. The woman he had literally bought from an anime system. Something in his body told him that that was wrong. How could he accept her love if she even loved him? when she was bought with literally system points.
He had to tell her everything. Otherwise, it would feel as if he had bought a girl. But first, he had to answer the question that was just asked.
A long sigh one that contained various emotions was released from the mouth of Jax while he spoke.
”What is love? Every single being on this world interprets it differently. One may say love is liking many people. Having intercourse with different woman would be love. Yet another may say that love is only reserved for one single person.
Rose, to be honest, I can't even describe love to you. Love is something that is different an emotion that not even the Gods could understand. Maybe even the God of Love would not have an answer to what love is” Jax said while thinking back to the lonely figure of Cupid he had seen back then. Jax looked over at Rose once more who was seemingly shaken by his answer. ”Rose I don't know if I love you. My feelings for you are complicated and I want time. Time to think about my feelings to get to know you better. My love is maybe different from yours, but I can say one thing for certain.”
Jax looked at Rose with care if he was honest he had the feeling that the things he felt for her were past that of friendship. ”I want you at my side. If that turns out into love, we would see. But for now, stay at my side and get to know me better.” A little laugh was heard from Jax while he showed his smile. ”After all Rose im quite complicated.”
Rose looked at the man before her if she would be honest; she felt the same. The feeling of love was flickering lightly. She wanted to see where this would lead. Satisfied with his answer, she smiled while she told Jax, ”I will stay by you then.”
Love wasn't something that could be developed in a couple of meager days or even weeks. They had to know each other in and out they had to be open towards each other.