Chapter 219 - Have an Affair (1/2)

Mo Junyang looked blankly at Shi Qingxue and didn’t understand what she meant.

In the previous life, he kept her dead body in person and put it around him. Nobody was clearer than him whether she was dead or alive.

So he didn’t speak but stared at Shi Qingxue in confusion.

“Technically, my body died, but my soul was alive. Do you understand?” Shi Qingxue finally told him about her biggest secret.

When she met Mo Junyang’s shocked and doubtful expression, she laughed with relief.

She joked. “What? After we experienced something weird that we were reborn after death, you still don’t believe that the soul might exist?”

Mo Junyang shook his head to deny and asked cautiously, “So you…”

He wanted to know why Shi Qingxue didn’t come to see him. She didn’t show up because she hated him?

But all these questions were piercing. As long as he asked, he would have nowhere to hide.

At a glance, Shi Qingxue noticed what Mo Junyang wanted to ask, and she laughed. “I didn’t show up not because I didn’t want to, but I couldn’t. At that time, even if I stood in front of you, you couldn’t see me.”

“Where were you then?” Mo Junyang was seen through, so he didn’t hide it anymore. He asked the question that he cared about.

Shi Qingxue didn’t answer directly this time but asked in reply as if chatting with him, “Weren’t you always curious about why I don’t hate you at all in this life after we were at daggers drawn as each other’s enemy as the ending in the previous life?”

Mo Junyang nodded and couldn’t help but add, “I never wanted to be your enemy.”

But he was always silent and cruel and hid all his feelings. Who could see what he was thinking about?

Shi Qingxue complained in silence but on second thought, wasn’t it like this?

Who knew what was on Mo Junyang’s mind?

“I stayed with you all the time till you died.”

Shi Qingxue suddenly said that, which was like a loud thunder.

No matter how calm Mo Junyang was, he was shocked and his eyes widened. He didn’t have any reaction.

Qingxue still continued calmly, “More than fifty years in total, nearly twenty thousand days!”

“But, but I don’t…” Mo Junyang stuttered.

However, when he started, he found that he was so weak and not like himself. So he shut up but could hardly conceal the annoyance on his face.

Why didn’t he have any feeling?

If he knew earlier that Shi Qingxue was still “alive”, he would try every means and give up anything to make her come back.

“If you have found my existence in the beginning, under the situation, we probably can’t be like this.” Shi Qingxue snorted crossly and interrupted Mo Junyang’s imagination.

Although Shi Qingxue didn’t hate Mo Junyang, she never liked him. Who would like an enemy that always looked gloomy and hateful at a glance?

They were not abnormal…

Do you mean Mo Junyang?

Uh, he was just abnormal and couldn’t be mentioned in the same breath.

Since they were talking about this, Shi Qingxue didn’t hide it anymore but frankly told him what she thought about.

She changed her attitude toward Mo Junyang and even felt guilty because she had stayed with Mo Junyang for fifty years after death in the previous life.

Although guilt was not love, it caused her to love.

Otherwise, she was decisive in love and hate and would strike Mo Junyang’s name off the list before he showed up.

Shi Qingxue looked at Mo Junyang seriously and stressed each word. “So don’t feel guilty or be stupid as to think that you killed me. Although the ending in the previous life was not beautiful, if we didn’t experience those things, we wouldn’t be like this.”

She was close to him and trusted him.

That was what Mo Junyang didn’t dare to think about even in his dream.

But now it came true.

Mo Junyang had kept it to himself for two lives and it always tortured him, but because of Shi Qingxue’s honesty, he could let it go.

His handsome face which was tense all the time finally relieved a little, but he was still confused. “Why did you always stay with me?”

In Mo Junyang’s dreams, Shi Qingxue always hated him to the bone and even if she was alive, she wouldn’t give him a glance. She wouldn’t get close to him after death.

Shi Qingxue was speechless.

How would she explain?

Would she say that she just saw that Mo Junyang kept her dead body and didn’t mistreat or bury her in the beginning, so she was curious and stayed around him to check, but she found the man’s inexplicable and deep love for her?

Then she was curious about what Mo Junyang would do after killing the enemies, so she stayed.

Later she saw that Mo Junyang was almost killed by his political opponent, and she also got nervous.

At last, till Mo Junyang died of a serious disease, she couldn’t leave him.

Even after Mo Junyang died, her soul scattered and disappeared.

She couldn’t speak out these facts.

Seeing that Mo Junyang wanted to get an answer modestly, Shi Qingxue pursed her lips and closed her eyes.

She became shameless and put the blame on Mo Junyang. “I couldn’t go anywhere must because you couldn’t leave me.”

Somebody else must jump up and curse Shi Qingxue as she was shameless after hearing her words.

But Mo Junyang heard that and nodded as he thought so.

He showed a happy feeling on his face. “Great.”

The corners of Shi Qingxue’s mouth twitched. “What do you mean?”

Mo Junyang was shocked and turned away in embarrassment after realizing that he spoke out what was on his mind.

Shi Qingxue stretched out her index finger and pointed at Mo Junyang’s cheek. Then with strength, she poked his face and made him face her.

She pouted and asked, “What do you mean by saying great?”

Mo Junyang couldn’t avoid meeting her and had to tell her frankly with difficulty, “It’s great that you can never get rid of me.”

Shi Qingxue was unable to reply and thought, “Your Excellency, is it good that you are so crazy about me?”