91 Chapter 5 (1/2)

”Finish up, quickly. We'll be arriving at Magroove soon.”

I shot Min's back an exasperated look, but he didn't even turn to acknowledge it. It wasn't really my fault, anyway. This had been the second day of our journey since I had awoken and since I was wrapped in blankets with nothing to do but watch the forest pass by, I decided to pleasure myself for a bit. The days where I ground my pussy for levels were behind me, but masturbation was still a part of sexual arts, and thus it was a skill that needed daily practice.

And with manipulation and sexual arts, by all accounts, Min shouldn't have been aware of anything. I'm pretty sure that my quickening breath was kept under control, and my body shouldn't have moved around that much. I could have masturbated in a room full of onlookers and no one should have been able to tell. Yet, no matter how skilled I became, Min always seemed to know as soon as I dabbed a few fingers into my sexpot.

In the past, he might have offered to help me. Either he'd casually hang a hand behind himself up under the sheet, his fingers working while I held tightly onto his wrist, or maybe he'd even stop for a twenty-minute break, sneaking under the covers and licking my body from head to toe. However, the strange mood that began since the last village permeated the atmosphere, and he never offered. Even given my own sexual proclivities, I couldn't bring myself to push him for sexual contact either.

Therefore, I had only my fingers to pass the time, and Min seemed to be consciously aware that I was doing it. Well, I was already close, so I flicked two fingers over my clit quick enough that they moved like a blur. As I came, squirting a little onto the sheets covering me, I let my concealment drop, several satisfied breaths releasing from my mouth and a bit of obvious squirming.

I watched Min as I did so to see if he made any reaction knowing I was getting off behind him but came away disappointed. With his head turned away, I couldn't see the expression on his face, but it was safe to assume he was still upset. Did masturbating hurt his pride as well? Was I just making him even angrier? Unfortunately, I didn't know the answer to that.

I did not have long to contemplate, however, as he had been honest about the upcoming town. No sooner had I pulled my hand out of my crotch, straightened my pants, and hastily washed my hands then did we start to pass by others on the road.

Even though I'm pretty sure there was no way they could have seen into my wagon or heard my light moaning, their smiles always seemed to suggest they had known what I was doing. Likely, they were just giving a friendly smile and wave, but something about the endorphins hitting my brain after some public sex always convinced me that everyone nearby saw and knew. It was strange kind of paranoia, since given my broken Mental Fortitude, this became a turn on. I quickly looked for the next chance to perform publicly for my imaginary audience.

I wondered if Min felt the same way the times I had jacked him off under the table at a tavern or sucked him off as we road the wagon down a busy road. A large part of me wished I had the guts right now to move the blankets up to the coach to perform that very act right now. However, lacking shame wasn't the same as lacking guilt, and I felt uneasy over Min's recent attitude.

Still, I summoned up my strength and took a step up to the front, sitting next to Min for the first time in the last few days. Min stiffened, but rather than hang all over her like I usually did, I crossed my legs and kept my arms to myself, acting like a respectable lady in the best way I knew how. I finally glanced over at Min and felt my heart flutter once again. For all intent and purposes, except for breaking last night, I'd seen nothing but his back in two days. I hadn't realized how much I'd missed the sight.

I was just working on bringing my arm out to wrap around him when the cart suddenly came to a stop.

”Here.” Min finally let out a breath and I looked around in surprise.

We were now in front of a building, and it took me looking around a few seconds in confusion before I realized that it was an Adventurer's guild. So, we came straight here?

”That is…” I nodded my head, standing up.”What?”

I was surprised when Min remained sitting in the wagon, looking like he was about to continue on without me.

”It may take some time… for you… to finish…” Min's head was lowered when he said that, his eyes not meeting my own.

”Oh…”

That was right, I was going to put my body for sale. It was simple. I wanted to reach second class. I needed to hire people to help me meet my requirements. Since we didn't have any money, I'd merely exchange some sexual gratification… for sex. It's really not that much different from what I always do. I've had sex with more men than I could count. I've fucked goblins, pigmen, and minotaurs, sometimes just to say I could. Yet, something held me back from prostitution. Mental Fortitude oddly failed me in this particular situation.

Perhaps, it's because I didn't see prostitution as a means of sexual gratification? I wanted to earn money, not get someone off. Was that the difference that caused this skill to break? Suddenly, tears started dropping from my eyes. I hadn't turned away from Min yet, but before I could stop myself, a sob came from between my lips. Min's eyes snapped to mine and widened like he had seen something confusing and unexpected.

”Vesse?”

”I-I'm sorry…” I said the words croaking so slightly that Min had to cock his head because he couldn't hear me.

He stood up in the cart and jumped down in front of me, his eyes still not leaving mine. ”Wh-what?”

”I'm sorry…” I said a little louder, and then again. ”I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not gonna enough for you!”

Min wore a blank look, the expression on his face becoming completely unreadable.

”I'm sorry I disrespected you. I'm sorry I made you think that I'll just fuck anyone. I'm sorry. I don't want to be a whore. I don't want any other man. I just want you. I want Min. I love you. Please, don't abandon me, I need… I need…”

I'm not sure how many words came out before I started blubbering, but that was the state I ended up, bawling in front of a strange Adventurer's guild in an unknown city in an unfamiliar continent to my wife.

Min surged forward and before I could react he raised my chin with one hand and kissed me roughly. I could taste my tears and the sweet taste as he thoroughly lashed my mouth with his tongue until I was out of breath. I stayed crying for a few minutes on his shoulder. A few people passed by and looked curiously, but besides the fact that I was about a head taller than Min, the scene merely looked like an attractive young couple doing teenage drama, and that seemed sufficient for most people to just ignore the situation and move on.

”Stupid…” Min muttered, holding my head tightly.

I sniffled against his shirt, wiping my nose unconsciously. ”I'm sorry.”

Min patted my head, seeming lost in thought. I wasn't sure how long we stood there, but the sun seemed to be heading the direction of setting now.

”Get room. Find new plan.” Min said.