201 Addict? (1/2)

A\\N: I'm sorry for being late T^T

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Alex's gaze on her was packed with so much heat. He had been holding back, so damn much. In fact, he couldn't believe that with all the overflowing desires he felt for this girl, they still never made it to that point even now. He was utterly surprised fully knowing what kind of man he was when it came to sexual pleasures. Perhaps, he managed to hold it in this long because of this feeling called love? That must be it, because Alex honestly couldn't think of any logical reason why he had survived his thirst for her for this long.

However, at this rate, if she pushed a little more, his already cracking resolve would completely disintegrate!

”I don't understand,” she answered. ”I came here with you because you asked me to come. I came here because you said this was your selfish request. I know you said you would bring me here so you could grant my remaining requests and words aren't enough for me to express how happy and overwhelmed I am with all the things you have showed me. But Alex, how about you? I… I want to make you happy as well, Alex…”

Abi saw his eyes widen a little. The truth was that Abi had already braced herself, mentally prepared herself for the possibility of them going all the way during this trip. She wasn't going to lie. Even though that thing was not in her list, since that time Alex showed her that kind of pleasure, she began to think more about it. She began to wonder how it would feel when she and Alex finally became one. And honestly, she wanted to experience it before their time was up. She wanted to give herself, all of her, to him.

”Abigail… you already make me happy. You don't know how I feel right now, just having you right here next to me,” he responded and Abi pressed her lips tight, looking down.

”I just… I just don't like seeing you holding yourself back so much, Alex,” she said softly, and Alex bit his lip. Was it already so obvious to her? He couldn't believe that his actions bothered her like this. Well, what did he expect? Him, constantly pulling away from her heated kisses, this observant little lamb would surely think there was something off him with him!

Another quiet sigh left Alex's mouth. He cupped her face and made her look at him. It seemed there was no other way out now than explaining it to her. ”Abigail… I know you're bothered by this. But I was really trying to hold back because I don't want to ruin this trip with my selfish desires.”