179 Asexual? Kay, lets do i (1/2)
[Target's current attraction level: attracted(+1)]
It wasn't a mystery that women liked mysterious men…
Even though Ben's mysteries were all explained by gamer-rage...
Her rise in attraction also unlocked her comfort, which was higher than he'd expected.
[Target's current comfort level: familiar]
He assumed that was from a combination of the oral sex, her telling him her private background, and visiting his home, which helped develop familiarity. In fact, Ben also understood her better now. 'It's not only dyslexia…'
Olivia tried to be observant and consider many possibilities, but there was a problem: she didn't grasp how to weigh their likelihoods against each other. As such, she sometimes selected a random piece of information and built a story from it, leading into ridiculous territory… Despite all her faults, Ben was willing to give her a chance though, because she possessed a big heart. 'That heart-shaped booty.'
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Of course, he wasn't so shallow as to only appreciate that asspect...
He liked that there were strong pillars to her personality. 'Those long legs.'
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As he sat down on the bed, Ben put his arm on her lower back. 'It's good most of her height is from her stems. Otherwise, I'm not sure how I would kiss this chick having to reach up half a foot…' Since the mechanics worked and she didn't flinch back, he leaned in to kiss her…
Ben knew her mouth was now safe… Although it was full of salty mayo earlier...he watched her drink a soda back in class, flooding out the lingering semon spawn…
This was an important issue for him and the reason was simple--he never wanted to have to lie if someone asked him: ”Have you ever had sperm in your mouth?”
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He didn't want to learn how to beat a lie detector just for that...
So, with a safe bill of passage, he met her soft lips, and closed his eyes, savoring them. Ben then inserted his tongue into her mouth, meeting hers… The only unusual thing was, her motions were stiff…her tongue moving in a robotic pattern. Opening his eyes on instinct, they widened when he saw her eyes were already opened! 'Does she kiss with her eyes open?'
It was weird, but he didn't mind too much, because he was trying to get laid…
Ben, like all men, could ignore almost anything in this scenario…
He would even shrug it off if her tongue was forked!
Yet soon, Olivia placed a hand on his chest and pushed him off... She gazed at him with her usual stony expression. ”You should understand something; What we did before and anything we do now, it'll only be transactional. That's the only value sex has for me.”
”If I must... Sex to me is irrelevant, I don't care for it, but men do. So if I can utilize it as a tool, I will.”
This was the first time he heard something like this. ”You don't care about sex?”
”It's dull… You see, I'm asexual. People have sex for pleasure, but I've never experienced an orgasm from erotic activity with a partner, so to me, it's a misuse of time, with the only outcome being to become sweaty and filthy…”
Ben imagined her in that state and didn't see the problem…
Something else she said also drew his attention. 'Never had an orgasm…' His hand twitched as if Squirtle took that as some sort of challenge to his existence…rattling the cage in the infinite darkness...as if saying: 'Let me at her!' in his complicated language of early Hodor...
Still, when Ben considered the whole thing, it sounded off. ”Those views on sex make you sound a bit like…a psychopath.”