Chapter 29 (2/2)
“You don’t know anything! What a terrible illness depression is!”
A very serious mental illness that can lead to low motivation, loss of will to live, and even suicidal thoughts. Depression is the number one mental illness that everyone in the modern world has, either shallow or deep!- Even if I explained, it was almost impossible for him to understand, so I swallowed the words in a gulp and carefully picked out the words.
“… The illness of the mind is more terrifying than of the body. It’s a wound that rots from the inside, so it’s even harder to heal because others can’t see it properly except myself.”
The pale fingers that had been tapping the chair stopped. I’m nervous about the sudden silence…… I see. He rests his chin on thinking about something for a moment, then nods his head with a somewhat bitter expression.
“… I get it. Allowed.”
Silverwing. I did it! Surprisingly, the moment I turned around with the gentle permission, his face, as pale as a blank sheet, stood out as he had never seen the sun since he was born.
“Silverwing is Silverwing, how about you go out and bask in the light?”
“……… ”
“Hey, those cats don’t like sunbathing for nothing. Would the sun make you feel much better?”
“……… ”
Well, that’s it, bye. I added gibberish and useless words to the staring gaze, and hurriedly left the black room.
‘I also wanted to see the light.’
When I saw the pale face under the robe, I remembered the lines he left just before his death, and it was because of that my heart became heavy for nothing. As long as I don’t stick to the original story anymore, it’s okay to give me this kind of advice.
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Upon leaving the Dark Age, Silverwing looked very excited.
“Are you okay? Hold on tight so you don’t fall!”
Hahaha! It was a refreshing laugh and the tone of his voice was different. You’re too fast! It’s high! I groaned and grabbed the scarf around the nape of his neck. I was now riding atop a golden eagle.
Crossing the Black Lake, climbing up the rocky mountain and cliff path, the light begins to come in. The ground came up in an instant. It felt like it wasn’t too far, probably because of Asura’s space movement, but when I got out, I didn’t know this area at all.
Perhaps because of the noonday sunlight, Silverwing’s wings, which had fully regained his energy, flapped very quickly. In an instant, the landscape below changes rapidly. As I got used to it and looked down and enjoyed the cold wind that touched my cheek, I suddenly thought of Abel.
Come to think of it, Abel also has wings, but he never gave me a ride. Oh, I only rode it once when he got mad at the temple and took me into the room. It couldn’t even be said that he rode it.
Later, I’ll have to ask him for a proper ride. We went through forests, through rivers, and occasionally through a few villages with pleasant thoughts. How many minutes did we fly?
“…… Wazowski?”
Wazowski in my arms visibly withered. The round body becomes flabby like a deflated balloon, and the wings hang down. Because it belonged to the reaper family, it was difficult to expose it to the light for too long. There was a moment when I wondered to stop and go back now.
– Kireukkireuk!
I witnessed a horde of black demons roaming the vicinity of the forest, so that the sky was covered in black. What? The moment I wrinkled my brow,
“Ah?”
As we entered a certain area, a red thread suddenly appeared around my heart. Laytan? Or is it Damian?
“Why?”
“Wait a minute. Can you come down a little bit?”
“Oh, as much as you like.”
Silverwing straightened his wings and headed towards the woods. It was difficult for him to enter the forest because of his large wings, but the closer he got, the darker my red thread became. The stench of bloody blood permeates.
If the scent of blood is so thick from this distance. I clenched his scarf in ominousness. When it was impossible to enter under the forest due to the abundance of demons, Silverwing flapped its wings and blew a gust of wind.
“I command in the name of Silverwing. Get away!”
Kireukkireuk, the demons who flinched at the bright light reflected on Silverwing’s wings retreated. Eventually, the person in the middle was revealed. He leaned against a tree and looked miserable, and he was so bloody that I couldn’t even recognize his original skin color.
…… Oh my God. Before Silverwing could land properly, I jumped off and ran towards him.
“Karein!”