Chapter 391 - Letter (2/2)
On top of that, Yin He could remain in the village to help Han GuangMing and Lin ShiYa suppress any rebels. Even now, the will of the people wasn’t very stable.
The problem was when Liu Gan was prepared to depart, he still hadn’t seen Lin ShiYa. Cheng Qi urgently rushed out from the villa and handed over a letter to Liu Gan. She said that ever since Lin ShiYa came home, she had shut herself in. She didn’t eat breakfast this morning and it was already 9 AM. Cheng Qi was worried something might have happened to her, so she tried knocking, and found the door unlocked.
The room was empty and Lin ShiYa was nowhere to be found. The sheets on the bed were neatly folded, like it hadn’t been slept on. On the table was a letter with LuLu’s writing. On the top of the folded letter was written ‘To Brother Liu’.
Liu Gan opened up the letter; there were several pages, with a total of like several thousand words. It seems like she wrote this during the night. The contents of the letter were her feelings from the moment they met, to the time she got left behind, and to now when they were able to meet up again. All her feelings of curiosity, happiness, and sadness were conveyed. Lastly, she was very grateful that both she and her dad had been rescued by him.
The final message was that she couldn’t remain in the village doing nothing while her father was risking his life passing through the city to find her. She made the decision to head south. Hopefully, before anything happened to her father she could apologize to him and make up for her years of wrongdoing.
“A person's lifetime is transient, but irreplaceable. There are too many things they greatly value, but since it’s always by their side they take it for granted. Only when it is gone, then they will feel the regret after it is too late.
“I must find him, otherwise I won’t be able to forgive myself. This is the only way for my soul to be saved.
“You are my first love, this feeling that I have towards you is very precious to me. I don’t want to forget it. I think that no matter the difficulties that lie before me, when I think of our time together, I will be able to muster up courage to overcome the obstacles.
“Miss Yin He told me something, I promised that I wouldn’t mention it to you. Even though I can’t tell you the contents, I can tell that she loves you very much. I admire both of you. I truly wish that the both of you can stay together. At the same time, I want you to promise me that no matter what happens, don’t let go of her hand and don’t let her leave you.
“I am very grateful for your patience when you taught me how to kill zombies. Thank you for giving me a chance to survive in this cruel world. Thank you for appearing in my life. Even though we only were together for a few days, it is enough for me to remember you forever.
“Please don’t look for me, but I know that with your personality, you won’t go searching for me. Even though we merely spent a few days together, I feel like I already understand you. As if we had known each other for a long time…
“It must be from our previous reincarnations? Haha… I was just joking. It is just me being sentimental.
“I ask for your forgiveness for the troubles I had brought you. Every time, you would forgive me for my mistake and I haven’t been able to repay my debt. I can only offer you my sincerest blessings.
“I hope that you are able to be truly happy. I know that you’ve experienced hurt before, and it traumatized you so you isolate yourself from others. You must have many troubling issues that you weren’t able to dispel. With your personality, you don’t want to share the pain with others. I want you to know that it is all in the past, you should just let it go.
“Promise me, that you need to be happy!...
The last remaining page was a drawing. Lin ShiYa drew a romantic picture with the center of it being Liu Gan and Yin He. Surrounding the two was a huge heart, and below the heart it said “Blessings”. Signed at the bottom was Yours Truly, Lin ShiYa.