Chapter 822: Really, really love him (1/2)

Actually, Han Yunxi had long guessed that the person who wanted her life in Tianning’s capital city was Chu Qingge. The member of the Nether Clan’s Chu family who detested her the most had to be Tianning’s youngest ever empress dowager. Chu Qingge had simply taken hating Han Yunxi as her life’s most important mission. If she knew that Han Yunxi didn’t care at all, would she fall apart?

Actually, she was on the verge of falling apart now, because she had finally discovered the truth!

Nothing she did could be compared to Han Yunxi besides her better birth origins. Her blood was supposed to be nobler than Han Yunxi’s, but who knew the woman would forever surpass her on all fronts? It was impossible to ignore or belittle her when she had the West Qin bloodline! Han Yunxi wasn’t the eldest daughter of the Han Clan’s first wife, but the most respected princess in the land, the West Qin princess!

Leaving aside the matters of national enmity, her bloodline and status alone had to be acknowledged as the most fitting match to Long Feiye, the East Qin crown prince. Chu Qingge felt that she’d been utterly defeated. She used to comfort herself with her own birth origins as a way to lie to herself, but now she didn’t even have that anymore…

The descendants of the Nether Clan were servants of West Qin. That made her Han Yunxi’s lackey! The woman she’d loathed and looked down on was actually her master. What else was more mocking than this?

Han Yunxi sat languidly in her seat as she examined Chu Qingge, who was standing in front of her gaping blankly. Her very souls seemed to ache to the point where she just wanted to wail and cry.

Why?

Someone tell me why it’s like this? This is nothing but a nightmare!

Han Yunxi and Chu Qingge didn’t speak. Compared to Long Feiye’s junior sister, Duanmu Yao, she didn’t have much thoughts on Chu Qingge at all.

“I’ve brought the person. You can tell me about the Shadow Clan’s whereabouts now, right?” Ning Cheng asked coldly.

Chu Qingge hadn’t seen Ning Cheng for a long, long time. She had even started missing his cold voice, because it gave her fantasies and comforted her ever wild and raging heart. She looked towards him now for eternity before suddenly laughing out loud.

“You, kill her. Kill her and I’ll tell you! The Shadow Clan only has one person left, and I know who he is. I’ve even seen him! With my own eyes!”

“You’re seeking death!” Ning Jing’s killing intent flared up as he gripped Chu Qingge by the neck. “Don’t be fool enough to reject a life-saving offer.”

Chu Qingge was still laughing as she looked askance at Han Yunxi. She stared at her for awhile too before chuckling to ask, “Han Yunxi, do you think your identity’s so glorious?”

Han Yunxi signalled Ning Cheng to let go. She had long found out about the Shadow Clan’s whereabouts. She didn’t come to see Chu Qingge to show off her strength or humiliate the woman, but only to ask the facts from her own mouth. After all, she only knew of Gu Beiyue being a member of the Shadow Clan, but not what he’d done before. She wanted to understand that better. Perhaps Chu Qingge might know some things she didn’t. For now, Han Yunxi could only say things against her will in front of Ning Cheng. Otherwise, she could end up as his puppet and never have the right to speak again. If she let Ning Cheng feel that she acknowledged her status, she could at least still have his loyalty and polite respect.

“Of course,” she answered. “My West Qin blood is the noblest of all.”

“Pah!” Chu Qingge actually spat. Fortunately, Han Yunxi dodged quickly enough to avoid the splatter. She was quite startled. In her memories, Chu Qingge had always been the ice beauty type with good self-possession. Now she was no different from some crazy old woman.

“Impertinence!” Ning Cheng dragged Chu Qingge harshly to the side until she was far away from Han Yunxi. Chu Qingge didn’t find her footing and tumbled to the ground. She sat there laughing like a lunatic.

“Han Yunxi, lemme tell you, I hate my birth! I’d rather be the daughter of a pariah, do you know why?”

As Han Yunxi watched the woman on the verge of a breakdown, she suddenly felt sorry for Chu Qingge. Although the woman had fallen for her trap to attract Emperor Tianhui’s attention and became his consort, in the end it was only because she was a Nether Clan descendant. The marriage alliance between Chu Qingge and Emperor Tianhui was forced on her by her father and brother. Otherwise, the Chu Clan’s longstanding support of Western Zhou would have dissolved the agreement without fuss. Han Yunxi’s mind suddenly recalled Ning Jing’s tear-streaked face.

“Han Yunxi, don’t you know my big sister Ning An gave up her childhood sweetheart and married into the palace when she was only 15 years old for that old Emperor Tianhui to ravage her?”

Both factions of East and West Qin had their grievances and injustices. Both sides had the right to resentment and hate. But if they paid injury with injury, when would it all end? How many more innocent men and women would turn into human sacrifices to suffer wrongs they didn’t deserve?

Han Yunxi dearly wished that the enmity between East and West Qin could just fade away, but she was all too clear that hatred like this wouldn’t disappear. It wasn’t just loathing, but something that concerned supremacy over Cloud Realm Continent! Even people without grudges would fight their heads bloody over power, much less East and West Qin. Who would willingly surrender their lands on a silver platter to someone else?

“If you were the daughter of a pariah, then you wouldn’t have to marry Tianhui,” Han Yunxi finally said something to Chu Qingge that came from her heart.

But Chu Qingge only laughed all the more wildly! “Han Yunxi, I knew it! I knew you wouldn’t understand! How could someone like you ever understand?”

Had she guessed wrong?

Han Yunxi was truly lost. “Then why?”