32 I got your Eye back (2/2)

”I'm a shinobi. My hands are my weapons, not something to be taken care of.” Hinata said holding Naruto's hand with her grips slightly tightening.

”I used to love you and I wanted to change so much for you and looking back I kind of find myself laughable,” Hinata said taking her hand back. ”So, what brings you here?” Hinata said again as she took a towel from the side and started to wipe her sweats.

”So you're saying you don't love me anymore,” Naruto said feining as if he was hurt.

”Maybe. I don't know if it was love back then and I don't have the luxury to think about it now. Besides even if I love you will you be able to leave your sister Yugao for me.” Hinata said with some regrets in her voice.

Naruto had been accompanying her for a month now and she could see how Naruto's eyes would brighten up talking about Yugao. At first, Hinata was glad she was wounded as Naruto started to keep her company but she slowly noticed that Naruto was already in love with someone else.

It was a huge blow for her and she again felt as if she had lost something precious again. And she drowned her sorrow with training and more training. She wanted Naruto to visit her every day but it pained her heart seeing him come in front of her day and again.

”Here, I found got your Eye back. No more eye patch now.” Naruto said with a smile trying to change the topic.

”Mm, anything else,” Hinata said as a joy flickered around her eyes for a few seconds and disappeared. She was still pissed at Naruto for avoiding the topic.

”Nope. Come let's go out for a walk. I'll leave tomorrow to search for Tsunade. Only she can do your surgery without putting you and sight in danger.” Naruto said as he walked towards the gate.

”I just finished training. I'd like to some rest. You can go ahead and do your stuff.” Hinata said as she rejected Naruto.

”You know, I'd say thank you for all you've done but I don't want to cause I feel like you're doing all this all because of guilt. I want my old Naruto back, who treated me genuinely.” Hinata said again making Naruto halt steps.

”And I want my old Hinata back. You know the shy, sweet girl who used to turn red at the sight of me. I know I'm doing this out of guilt but it doesn't me it the only feeling I've towards you. I feel guilty because I love you too much and I was not there for you. I admit that I love Yugao but it won't stop me from loving You.” Naruto yelled back and left.

Tears dripped down from her single eye as Hinata's shoulder started to shake. A few seconds later her tears vanished and her face was replaced by her cold demeanor. With all that had been going around Hinata's life, she simply found it easier to shut off her feelings and focus on her training.

”What a shitty day,” Naruto said to himself as he ran on top of the rooftops. While he did say he loved Hinata but he wasn't really sure himself. One thing he did know was, he was simply against seeing Hinata being with someone else. It was a bit selfish but that was how he felt.

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Author's pathetic incident: So yesterday I was having an epic battle with the spider( basically waving a stick in the air in hopes of scaring away the spider.)

I was able to make it run away in fear and was satisfied with the result.

A few minutes later and I wanted to take a piss so stand from the chair and walk to the toilet. Taking out my tool and letting the water flow out I looked up in satisfaction.

But my piss stopped coming out as that motherfuxking spider was on the ceiling looking at me. Anyways all I could do was look down in hurry push out all the piss in my bladder as fast as I could and run out there.

Some people piss their pants in fear and there I was who forgot how to piss in fear.