1 Never Ending Sorrow (1/1)

[There is nothing worth to live for. This filthy, rotten world is filled with hypocrites and people submerged in greed. I'm alone in this dark empty abyss of despair. Yet, the only thing I have yet to understand is why? Why am I still living? Why am I still fighting for hope? Why am I enduring all this suffering and countering my own fate and desire to end it all?

Why am I still struggling for survival?

I never understood myself and I probably never will. Even back then, I was unable to make a choice for myself. In the end, it didn't even matter.

I was still abandoned.]

Without realizing it, that horrifying scarred face was already drowned in sadness and tears. She started to shiver as she noticed mocking gazes filled with contempt and disgust directed her way. Quickly, she lifted her frail arms to cover her face and put away her tears as she ran away.

[No. This can't be happening right now. Why were they there at this time?]

”Aaahh”, she cried as she suddenly collapsed due to the sudden swift kick she was given. She stopped herself from crying as she stared at her daily intruders. The three young men stared at her with sleazy smiles and vile gazes. They were all well-dressed but it didn't help at all with their distasteful features. Every day they would come and beat her to coerce her into sleeping with a wealthy old man. They tried various methods to kidnap her and gain more money to the point of scarring her face and almost killing her but her will to remain clean in such an immoral world was naive and yet strong enough to last to this day. However, nothing lasts forever. The three men had come prepared to drag her into the lascivious' old man's bed. She tried to fight them off as much as possible but her faith was already dwindling. More and more injuries and bruises formed on her body until she finally fainted from exhaustion.

Moments later, her long lashes fluttered open and she found herself in a different place. She was in a big king size bed, under beautiful colored blankets, and was dressed in a revealing nightgown. The long widows were open and sunlight drifted in along with the scent of roses. There was a balcony facing an enormous garden of flowers. It was a great scene with the big empty room but she was too worried to be occupied with such an enchanting scene. As she rose from the bed and covered herself in a blanket the door opened and revealed a lecherous old gaze. The old man smiled and walked to her.

”Although your face is now scarred, you still have a young good body. If you sleep with me voluntarily, I will give you anything you want. I can even make you my mistress.”