24 Different Flames for Different Causes (1/2)
Darkness.
Yes, all I see is darkness. Have I gone into a dream where I cannot see? As I try to open my eyes again, it turns out that this is reality itself. I try to move my eyes to get a sense of what's ahead of me. As I move the balls of my eyes, I feel the cloth placed in front of my eyes as if to prevent me from seeing. I move my arms and legs, but I only feel some kind of rope holding them behind a chair.
I try to untie the rope, but it seems that it is a bigger challenge than me. Whatever knots they made is stronger than what a scout can do. Maybe if I try breaking this chair, something will happen. I try to move and move until a rope loses its grip on me. I move to my left and right, but I only fall flat on my face with my chair making a ringing sound like that of iron bars. So, this chair is basically unbreakable, and the knots are tighter than life's grip on me. Guess nothing will happen.
As the ringing sound goes on, I hear footsteps coming my way. One is from the left and one is from the right. I feel them stand the metal chair again. Well, as long as I'm tied here, I guess I'm not going to die. If they really want me to die, they would have done so earlier.
”Miss, try not to move around so much,” a man says as he straightens me on my seat. ”It is futile to try to escape.”
”I'd like to try my chances,” I say to the man seemingly behind me. ”I tried earlier. Why would I give up on trying?”
”I know you won't stop trying,” he says in response. Suddenly, he lowers his voice. ”As long as she keeps trying, you won't stop trying.”
She. He refers to Ysabel as 'she'. Gently, he places some of my messed-up hair behind the blindfold before my eyes. ”Then tell your mistress I'd like to see her,” I say to him. ”Where is she? Why are you holding me here?”
”She wants to talk to you,” he says calmly.
As he pushes my chair near a table-like object, I hear him, and his partner walk away from me. As their footsteps fade away from my hearing, I feel the silence crawling up my spine. It's scary to think that the last time I heard this silence is only during the times where I slept at night. I have lived for much of my life in a city that never sleeps. Now that all I hear is silence, the feeling is strange. It's almost killing me into fear.
Then, suddenly, I hear the clattering of stilettos coming my way. So, this is how we meet. I will meet her behind a cloth of darkness. This is the third or fourth time that we will talk, and yet, I think this is the first time that we will talk to each other face-to-face with both of us keeping our heads.
Little by little, I feel her drawing nearer and nearer. And, lo, she is right before me. In this silent chamber, I feel her pull a chair right in front of the table that separates us.
”Miss Aguinaldo, so, we meet.”
That's all I hear from her. This is the first time I hear her speak with me knowing it is her. This is the woman I've been searching for. This is the woman I despise, and yet, why do I not right now? Why do I not feel a fire raging within me? If there is one thing I can say to her, it would only be this.
”Likewise, Ysabel. Likewise”
Even though I was trying to strike a nerve, it seems that she does not even seem to raise a voice. ”You must be wondering why I brought you here,” she says gently. I feel the table slightly move as if she placed her hands over it. I try my best to see through my blindfold, but nothing works. All I see is the thin threads woven together to form a cloth.
”Yes, I do wonder why you haven't killed me when you had the chance,” I say tartly to her. ”You almost killed me then, remember? The time when you drugged Mateo into a coma?”
”And yet you live,” she says in response. ”You lived because that priestly professor saved you. Like he did earlier, perhaps?”
She just forces me into silence with her words. I can't believe that the man that saved me from her is the same man that let me be taken away by her. Through my gritted teeth, I feel the words come out of my mouth. ”He did not save me. He let me be taken. Is he part of your game? Are you just playing into my weakness by allowing him to be in my life? Do you know my secrets because I confide in him?”
”We do not talk, Miss Aguinaldo,” she says calmly. ”Well, technically, we do talk, but he did not take part in my plans. But what he did earlier truly says a lot. He is a man that no one can predict. I do not even know if he supports my plans. Well, he did say he does not, but his actions earlier are questionable.”
”Just like yours perhaps?” I ask spitefully. ”You were given the chance to kill me. Why not do it earlier?”
”Miss Aguinaldo, you were insistent on interfering with my plans. I told you to stop, but you did not. Clearly, I find that killing you is not the best option. Dave is a flame that I cannot control. If I kill you, he will kill me. My intention for attempting to kill you is to stop you from interfering with my plans to take my rightful inheritance from my sister. And, I wanted it as a whole. I can't let that old man divide it by selling the shares or giving it to a lateral claim. I'm right here. Jonathan Guevarra is also there. Why not give it to us?”
”Because you are not an acknowledge child?”
”Well, that's just unfair, isn't it? To say that I am not his child is just as cruel as accepting a child that is not his just to save face.”
”You are avoiding the question, Ysabel. Why bring me here and not kill me earlier?”
”Am I avoiding the question? Frankly I think I am answering it now. I brought you here because I wanted to see you and talk with you. I do not want to kill you because David Diwa will kill me. I do not want to repeat myself, Rosanna. I hope you now understand.”