Chapter 15 - Decision (2/2)

She couldn't understand why she felt happy and satisfied. She thought she would be disgusted and would cry after doing it with him but she didn't. She wasn't mad at him anymore.

Her heart was beating loudly, her breath was rapid. She could feel his warm breath to her neck as he panted quietly, not saying anything.

She began to feel anxious. After giving her virginity to him, she wasn't sure if he was satisfied. What if he suddenly left her? What if he abandoned her after this? What would happen to her? She suddenly tensed.

Andrew felt her body trembling. He frowned. What happened? She suddenly became restless. He moved and leaned his forehead to hers, cupping her face.

”Hey, what is it? You're trembling.” He asked, staring at her eyes.

”A-Are you -” She felt like there's something in her throat.

She couldn't continue, tears started falling from her eyes. She was suddenly scared that he would leave him.

”I won't leave you. Is that what you're thinking?” He said.

She looked at him, bit her lips and nodded. He knew it. She was trying to be brave in front of him but inside she was worried.

He brushed her face with his hand and wiped her tears, kissing her gently on her cheekbone.

”Marry me.” He suddenly asked.

It surprised her. She stared at him, trying to figure out if he was joking or if he's serious.

”Marry me, Nina. Without any contract or any conditions. This would be completely your decision. But if you agree, I will never let you go.” He said.

Her eyes widened and couldn't say a word. She was stunned for a moment. Andrew moved and rolled over to her side. Then he stood up, walking towards the table, naked, to pour another glass of wine.

She stood up and sat on the bed. She frowned when she suddenly felt the pain on her back and between her thighs. She was shocked when she saw blood on the bed.

He didn't notice it earlier. He frowned when he saw her pale. He walked towards her while holding the glass and was also surprised by what he saw. He expected it though but he didn't expect the amount of blood on the sheet.

Is he that rough on her? He thought to himself. He drank the wine and put the glass on the bedside table then sat on the bed beside her.

”Hey. Are you okay?” He asked.

Then she looked at him. She was pale and had tears in her eyes again. It's not because she regrets it, but because she felt relieved that she gave herself to Andrew.

”I'm okay.” She finally answered.

Andrew sighed. He was beginning to worry that she regrets it and that she would ask him to stay away from her.

Looking at her, that feeling again that he couldn't explain from the very first time he met her. There was something in her that was beginning to soften his heart. It wasn't just lust that he's feeling, it's another thing. But he knew it wasn't love either.

”So are you going to marry me or not? If you say no, you could go home to your family. I know we just did it and I honestly don't want to let you go but this time I'll let you decide..” He asked again.