Chapter 226 - Wepwawet Move (1/2)
”Let's do it again,” Michelle said after, separating her lips to his lips.
”But she will come back,” Jomel retorted.
”The succubus curse will affect you by three days from now, so she won't be back until then you are mine” Then she kissed him on the lips and look at him lovingly.
Jomel wanted to say more, but she continued, ”I know you wanted to leave me, and I know that you're a tamer, I feel bad about it but I can understand, I know a lot about tamers so you don't have to explain yourself”
Jomel looks at her with a little surprise. Yes, he wanted to leave her without having responsibility and he admits it because he would be guilty if he made her wait for so many years.
That time she could've had a family and become happy, he didn't want to be selfish and didn't like to be his woman or who became her woman forever where he will have families in lower worlds while she is here waiting for him to come back.
Jomel also doesn't like the idea that she will be together with him just because they had a child, a child is a child, just imagining himself staying with someone just because they had a child would make him feel guilty.
This is a new life, new world, adventure and experience, everything that he couldn't do in the last life, he will do it in this life.
He will force no one to stay with him anymore if it's not true love.
He will stay here with her if it's love Jomel is truly feeling, but right now he doesn't have any feelings towards her.
”What are you thinking?” Michelle caressed his face while looking at him gently and lovingly.
Jomel blurted out, ”Why?” inside his mind, he is truly asking, 'I don't understand, why are you looking like me like that?'
Michelle smiled once again and said, ”You do not know, I am finally having a child, I am truly thankful for that”
”Yes, when I stop and step back and put a larger perspective on life, and think 'I have about a lot of years to live and only some of those are gone, I will not worry about this petty life. I want to be happy.' It's just like that”
”I cannot explain, but it's like that. All my frustrations about not conceiving a child are gone.” Michelle pointed her finger towards Jomel's chest and added, ”And it is all because of you”
She puts her forehead to his forehead and closes her eyes and whispers, ”I am truly happy right now, that the father is an honest man, just that, a gambling addict,” She added with a smile on her face.
Jomel couldn't understand, but he is truly sorry. ”I apologize for making you feel like I'm leaving you- ”but he was cut off with another kiss from Michelle.
”Earlier, You don't have to apologize, I understand the life of tamers, I just hope that within these three days left, you'll be with me,” Michelle said with sadness, she really couldn't understand her feelings, but she knows she had to do this.
The man in front of her is weak and kind, and she is glad but she thought of him as weak because if she said that she wanted him to stay, she might feel guilty and he might even die i. lower worlds.
She knew tamers are sent to lower worlds that are fraught with random dangers and if he is still thinking about being kind, then the chances of him dying and being betrayed were so high.
Just imagining that her son or daughter to be, will lose their father, would make her very sad.
She looked at him lovingly, 'Even if you forget me, as long as you come back alive and saw your daughter or son grown up healthy, and meet you personally, I will be happy, you are so kind, one of the kindest and purest men I have ever met in my life but she didn't say that out loud to him and just continued kissing him.
Jomel is a man, so he kissed her back. He is just a human and a simple man at that. Seeing this kind of woman whose love is obvious in every touch is something a simple man like him couldn't deny.
He decided that 'Fck them rules and boundaries Now is not the time to be a scaredy-cat.
Jomel thought he gotta give her everything he got, since this is the last time that he will fall into this never-ending sea of passionate lust and love.
He understands the life of tamer in here this world. Some can have a family can do something about faithful love and some couldn't.
He is the one who is not sure, and he admits it, if he promised now then he is going to be a liar. His guilt would eat him for the rest of his life.
Jomel stopped kissing her and looked at her. He had his good cheeky smile back again, while his teeth are revealed again and said, ”Then if you don't mind”
”Oh... I don't mind,” Michelle giggles and then Jomel finally lets go of his wild instinct and rummages through her like a bull.
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