Chapter 921: Side story: Paper lasts longer than feelings (1/2)

This is a letter that no one will ever see.

Qing Chen…..Have you been well?

I…...

Am very good…...

Jin Yan and I had a good life after getting married, she gave birth to a son and daughter for me.

The boy was like me and the girl was like her.

She rarely went back after marrying into the Qian Family. Although her mother was sick, it was a good thing it didn’t get worse.

We went back last Harvest Festival and that aunt seemed to have caught a very infectious disease that couldn’t be cured.

Her daughter was also infected by her and she didn’t have much time.

I knew that your time in the palace had always been very good, he spoiled you very much and didn’t take a concubine.

I only knew this later and was shocked.

It was said that since ancient times, emperors had many loves.

But he seemed to have broken this taboo.

I would see you in the palace and you always had a smile on your face, but I saw that your clear eyes were gradually filled with more and more responsibilities.

You…..are you not happy?

Perhaps I was worrying too much. He left the harem alone just for you and only pampered you.

So how could you not be happy?

And me…..I’m doing well. But I feel that my heart is very empty, like I’m missing something.

I drank when my children were past their first month when I suddenly thought of something.

I haven’t drank with you in a long time…...

I vaguely remember that we used to drink and sing poetry back then, we were so happy.

Actually there was something that I never told you, I always knew that you were a girl.