C201 (1/2)

He Fanxing didn't even buy a bunch of flowers. He took Guo Jingjing directly to the cemetery. However, he Fanxing himself was not a person who would pay attention to it. Guo Jingjing was in a mess and couldn't think of it at all.

The cemetery was cold and clear, and the snow on the evergreen trees fell in this scene, less clear, more pale.

After saying hello to the gatekeeper of the cemetery, they entered the cemetery and walked, and he fan line suddenly stopped.

Guo Jingjing has been following him. He Fanxing stops, and he can only follow him. Guo Jingjing looks up at him with a daze in his eyes.

He Fanxing smiles, reaches out his hand to Guo Jingjing and says softly, ”give me your hand.”

Guo Jingjing pursed his lips and slowly stretched out his hand. Before he touched the palm of he Fanxing's hand, he grasped it.

Guo Jingjing was slightly stunned, but he didn't understand the situation. He Fanxing stretched out his hand and forced him to take two steps forward. As soon as Guo Jingjing looked up, he felt that the tip of their noses was rubbing against each other.

Guo Jingjing just wanted to ask him what he was doing. He Fanxing said, ”let's go.”

Then he pulled him on.

Guo Jingjing looks at the half face of he Fanxing, holding hands and shoulder to shoulder. Guo Jingjing's restless mood seems to have calmed down with the surrounding peace.

When standing in front of the tombstone, Guo Jingjing looks at the photo on the tombstone. He Fanxing's face and eyes are similar to him, but he Fanxing's lip shape is much softer than he is. The men in the photo are not smiling. Guo Jingjing remembers that when he first recognized he Fanxing, he Fanxing's behavior at that time was very similar to the person in the photo.

He Qiming and Guo Jingjing recited his name in his heart.

He Fanxing did not speak. He looked at the people in the picture, and there were no ups and downs, no sadness, no missing, nothing.

Guo Jingjing turned to look at him. He Fanxing just looked at the tombstone. Guo Jingjing held out his other hand and held he Fanxing's wrist slightly.

He Fanxing turned his head and looked at Guo Jingjing's wrist. He chuckled, turned back and looked at the tombstone. His voice was quiet: ”he died of heart failure. No one knows when his heart problems began. Until he fainted and was hospitalized, everyone thought it was just fatigue. But it was too late at that time. Soon after, he passed out It's the world. ”

Guo Jingjing pursed his lips and looked at he fan Xing, then turned his eyes to the tombstone.

He Fanxing narrowed his eyes: ”maybe as Guo Yi said, people's hearts have long been dead, and the living are just walking corpses. I always firmly believe that he loves my mother, and he hates Tang Honglan, so he can't kill her. But Tang Honglan is pregnant, and his grandfather's stop makes him unable to fulfill his wish. He left home and only took me. I thought I could change him and our relationship According to their fate, they become the most important people to each other again, just like you and Uncle Zhang, but... ”

”Is he not good to you?”

Guo Jingjing felt his hand slightly tightened, and he Fanxing's voice was still stable.

”Well, why not? From small to large, he will give me whatever I want. No matter how unreasonable, he will satisfy me

Guo Jingjing looks at he Fanxing's ironic smile, and feels a little blocked.

”In other people's eyes, he dotes on me to the point of lawlessness,” he Fanxing shook his head and sighed. ”However, in private, he has never held me. No matter what I do, he doesn't seem to care. He doesn't care about everything about me.”

”Why?” Guo Jingjing confused, ”you are his son, is the child of his love life, he does not love you?”

”Love,” he Fanxing blinked at Guo Jingjing, ”should be love, but he also hates me, because I took the lives of the people he loves.”

”It's not your fault.” Guo Jingjing's face is straight. He doesn't like the smiling Hefan line.

”In his eyes, although I am not the culprit, I am also the person who indirectly killed Mei Yue, but I have half of Mei Yue's blood on me. He loves me, but also hates me. He can't face me and can only choose to be indifferent.”

Guo Jingjing frowned. He didn't understand why. Zhang Qing was kind to him. Even though he was not Zhang Qing's own son, Zhang Qing could still spare no effort for him. Why did he Qiming hate a child? Besides, this child, or the child born to him and his beloved woman, should not he spend his whole life to guard it?

”When I was a child, like most children, I thought that as long as I did well and obediently, I would be loved by my parents.” He Fanxing looked at Guo Jingjing and described Guo Jingjing's face in his eyes. ”But later, I found that no matter what I did, it was impossible. My father hated me more than he loved me. He didn't love me. What he loved was his love. He lived in his beautiful love. He trapped himself in the role of a victim. He hated all those who persecuted his love.”He Fanxing put away the smile on his face, with cold in his eyes.

”He used me to revenge Tang Honglan. He was kind to me. He wanted to tell Tang Honglan that he only recognized me as a son in his life. Tang Honglan wanted to get xuanjitang. He reminded me to get xuanjitang until he died. It seems that he raised me for this In order to get Xuanji hall, you know? I have come to understand a truth recently

Guo Jingjing pursed his lips. He didn't want to ask what it was because he Fanxing's expression was very bad.

”He seems I really don't love me at all. If he cares about me a little, he won't let me accompany him and live in hatred for 30 years. This is my greatest experience after I became a father. My child, I will want to give him everything, but I will not hate him. I hope he can live happily and carefree in this life. ”

He Fanxing's words made Guo Jingjing very uncomfortable. Guo Jingjing leaned against he Fanxing, took his hand and pressed it against his belly. He didn't say anything else, but he understood what he meant. He Fanxing turned around, put his chin on Guo Jingjing's shoulder and closed his eyes.

”Don't worry, I'm all right now, because I have you and children now. I understand my responsibility, which is the sweetest burden for me. Ah Jing, I tell you these things, in fact, I want to reduce my sentence for myself, because I almost became a man like my father. I almost left you and my child. Ah Jing, I'm sorry.”

”No, you won't, you never thought about leaving us, I know.”

”Well, I didn't, I never thought about leaving you, ah Jing, do you know? Between us, only you can leave me,

I have always been afraid that once I turn around, you are no longer in place, so I keep telling you, let you wait for me, wait for me

”

Guo Jingjing has never seen such a fragile Hefan shop, reaching through his armpit, reaching for his back and patting. He said, ”hefanxing, I will always wait for you, I miss you very much.”

He Fanxing tightened his arms slightly, silent and speechless.

Guo Jingjing wakes up in a daze. For a moment, he doesn't know where he is. Looking at the strange environment around him, Guo Jingjing sits up and looks back.

Yesterday, after he and he fan Xing finished the tomb sweeping, he fan Xing drove him to this apartment. He fan Xing said that this house was bought with his own money when he was in high school. At that time, he also made a mortgage and just paid off the loan a few years ago. It is worthy of the name and only belongs to his home. Of course, now it also includes Guo Jingjing.

It may have been too long since I saw him. Both of them were anxious. After entering the house, they became very eager to kiss and caress. But later, Guo Jingjing saw he Fanxing's shoulder injury that had not yet healed, so he stopped the sport. He Fanxing could not help it. After they helped each other with their hands, they did not continue to do anything more intense.

However, he Fanxing was still very angry. He chewed the stripped Guo Jingjing up and down, before and after. Guo Jingjing's body under his pajamas should not be too spectacular at this time.

He was too tired last night and didn't take a bath afterwards. He Fanxing wanted to carry him. Guo Jingjing was worried that his wound was not allowed, so Guo Jingjing wanted to take a bath first.