15 Clarity (1/2)
Quick authors note first:
So I realised i made Rei a bit too aggressive and i realise my mistake. Noob author san here. so heres a short chap on the night before Rei goes to the conference to fix that. Enjoy!
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”FUCK!” Rei shouted the moment he entered his apartment.
”FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. FUCK!!!” Rei shouted in absolute pain.
{Rei! Stop what's wrong?!?!}
”Eve, I hate it why did I do all that! Why did I threaten to kill?!?! Why did I point my blade at my classmates?!?! Why do I feel so short tempered FUCK! Even Bakugou has a longer fuse than me!! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED!! WHY DID I CHANGE SO MUCH!!” Rei shouted in fear. He reflected to what he did and it scared him. He didn't even recognise himself.
{REI! LISTEN TO ME!!} Eve shouted.
{Calm down Rei and lets talk ok?} Eve's voice tinged with hurt as she watched him break down.
{Rei- I}
”EVE CAN'T YOU SEE I'M NOT EVEN ME ANYMORE!!”
{FOR FUCK SAKE REI STOP IT!!!! LISTEN TO ME YOUR FUCKING DUMBASS!!!} For the first time Eve had went against Rei. Rei could only shut up while his heart felt hurt. The only person to be with him from start to finish right now was absolutely disgusted with him.
{REI CAN YOU EVEN LISTEN TO YOURSELF!!! Ever since you found out that the demon was apart of you, you changed. You tried to be him. DID YOU FORGET WHAT GRAN TORINO TOLD YOU!!!! YOUR YOU NOT ANYONE ELSE SO DON'T FUCKING IMITATE THAT DEMON BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'S YOU!} She shouted. Rei was silent. Slowly pondering her words he remembered his actions. He was annoyed when he though ”Let the demon out. It's me after all.” in the situations that had happened. He hurt the teachers, he hurt his friend Midoria when he saw him threaten Bakugou. Yet he still forgave him. And most of all he hurt Eve, the sole most important person in his life right now, he couldn't forgive himself for hurting her. He remember a quote he heard on Earth. ”Just because you could. Doesn't mean you should.” He had all this power so that he can explore, to protect, to not let anyone change him. Yet it was this power that made him change himself.
{Rei... When Emiya said that the demon was apart of you he ment that it was a part you should accept but not let it run amok. Just because you acknowledge that side of you doesn't mean you should let it take over what you are Rei..... I didn't fall in love with a demon imitating idiot. A bitch that wanted to kill because someone annoyed him. No I fell in love with the real the you. The you that wanted to explore the vast amounts of anime worlds, the one that wanted to be carefree. Rei...comeback..please.....}
That was the final nail in the coffin. His heart pained listening to the confession of Eve while she cried her eyes out at the demon in his heart he let out.
*sigh
”Haaaaaaaa~” It was the most pained sigh that Rei had ever let out.