Chapter 19: I Managed to Escape from the Nightmare 2 (1/2)

Chapter 19: I Managed to Escape from the Nightmare (2)

Translator: Night Fury

Those guys treated my precious sisters like their toys. They vent their desires on my sisters like beasts. With anger rushing to my brain, I gritted my teeth and opened my eyes to the wildest I could. I wanted to kill people. I wanted to kill those men. All of them... Kill them all. They deserved to die! Die! Die! Die! Die! Die! Die! Die! Die!

“You see, Jun Cheng, you finally accomplished your dream~”

“Whose dream?...”

Her words were so absurd that I even forgot to give vent to my anger.

“Finally, your sisters stop being sticky to you. They have fallen in love with other guys.”

“That’s...” Although I did have a plan like this... But I never expected things to be like this... Not in this way... No, definitely not...

“You can see they are quite happy now, right? Look how joyful they are? I don’t see any painful looks on their faces. I think they are more than willing to do that... Ho...” I was speechless due to astonishment. Meanwhile, she was staring at her belly and touching it gently while saying, “I was pregnant with your baby~ Cheng Jun. I only realized this when I had a pregnancy test with the tester, ho ho... For all this time I have tried, I finally got what I always wanted~”

“For all this time...?” As I was saying that, I saw myself through her pupils. I saw my messy hair, my whiskers which were connected to my sideburns as well as my body which was all skins and bones. How long had it been that I had turned like this...?

“Don’t you ever leave us, anymore. You will stay with me forever, right?”

She opened her arms to hug me. Then I heard that something was broken. Darkness filled in the space in front of my eyes and all kinds of sounds were lingering in my ears.

I heard the sound of the bed creaking, the water being thrashed, the enchanting breath and the moan like air leakage.

My head ached so much, which made me close my eyes. It was time for me to close them indeed... I got so tired of the continual sex. Also, I felt something inside of me being absorbed... At the present, I probably had already lost the judgement of what the reality was.

That was because all my dreams just felt so real.

It was like my dreams and the reality had taken place alternately. That was so unbelievable.

I couldn’t see where the boundary of this, nor did I know when this thing would end... Everything around me completely turned black and I didn’t even know if I was opening or closing my eyes right now.

My previous memories kept replaying in my mind, which harassed my perceptions. Then at some point, they disappeared in my mind as if I had a hangover.

After that... the chain which had locked me also went missing.

I was interrupted forcibly when I had been buried in thoughts, so my brain started to work automatically since it had nothing to do at the moment.

I began to count numbers from zero and repeated the procedure by counting the next number every three seconds.

There was no distraction anymore. I couldn’t feel my five senses anymore like that time when Xiang Yuexun had deprived my five senses. At the moment, I couldn’t even prove my own existence.

However, this time I didn’t have a single sense of fear at all, neither did I fall into silence and disappear.

The only thing in my mind was counting the next number precisely like the clock.

Then I counted to one hundred, one thousand, ten thousand without any difficulties... By doing this, I earned myself enough time to tell my tired brain, “I’m the only person left in this world.”

... I was calmed down.

I cut off all my relations with everyone.

I removed myself from all the emotions.

This should be the thing I was best at. Because... I had lived like this the whole time.

This guy An Juncheng always had no contacts with anyone nor did he look for a close relationship... He had lived in his own world by himself all the time.

He didn’t care or have interests in other people.

Perfect, now that I happened to lost my ability to see the titles, I could go back to the way things had been.

Even some other people might recognize me as a lonely person.

Anyhow... They had nothing to do with me.

Nobody cared about me. Also, I wouldn’t care about anyone either.

I would just put a lock on my heart again like before... I would shut myself inside of my heart all the time... No, I should make that lock even more solid.

In this way, I could think in a more rational way.