Chapter 5: She Said I Was a Scumbag in My Previous Life (1/2)

Translator: Night Fury

Proofread by DragonRider

I was super doubtful about her saying me having the mental illness.

When I had realized that I could see those titles above people’s head, I also had wondered if I was mentally ill. However, after all the things I had been through, I had confirmed that all the titles I had seen were true. Then I knew that it was not my brain that had a problem, it was this world.

Now I was told that there was something wrong with my brain again by Yu Hui... So was it possible that I really had that problem?

Yu Hui wouldn’t make fun of me like this. And the serious look on her face showed that she meant what she had said.

I always thought that I was a normal person. But in fact, I was wrong the whole time?

“You mean... I got a mental disease?” I asked her blankly, pointing at my nose.

“No. It’s not a disease. I think there were some other factors that have caused the instability of your mental state. Lately you have ‘unconsciously’ made some actions that you would never make in the ordinary times... I believe you have also sensed this.”

“Eh...” She was right. It was the truth. Now come to think about it, everything she said was actually happening right now... What’s more, what Lan Hua had just said also revealed my abnormal behaviors.

She had said that I had always showed a lustful look and the skinship I had with other women had become more and more frequent.

For example, I had stared at Lian Bing’s boobs or the first thing I had wanted to do when I saw my sister’s black stockings was touching her. What’s more, I had touched Yu Hui’s back or... Now I couldn’t move my eyes away from Yu Hui’s boobs.

Yu Hui, you could at least cover them!

Eh-hem, however, I was not sure if those actions could prove that I was mentally ill.

“Wait, you said that I was mentally ill, but how could I never feel that myself! It’s true that I have been a bit lascivious lately, but it’s just because... Well... it’s the normal reaction, right? Like what Lan Hua has said, that’s what a man will do... I know it’s shameful for me to say that, but it’s probable that I was just, well, hmm, being attracted by your beautiful body...” Hearing those words that came out of my mouth, I really wanted to slap myself on the face... I was talking shit!

My words made Yu Hui blush. Then she coughed and said with a severe countenance.

“Lord Jun Cheng, you have a stronger mental strength than ordinary people. I remember that you have been able to suppress that ghost’s power on the Black Street by simply calling its name.”

“Eh? Yeah, due to certain cause, I do have a stronger mental strength than ordinary people.” But what did that have to do with my mental state?

“Then, your will power should also be stronger, right?” Hearing her words, I finally found the contradictions about myself.

She was right!

If my mental strength had got stronger, then my ability of control my desire should also be stronger. But now the fact was my will power had actually got weaker.

I would never touch any woman on my own initiative before! Especially Xinran! Those were my sister’s legs, for God’s sake!

‘That’s so absurd! I’m not that kind of the sick brother!’ I screamed in my heart.

“I see...!” I was enlightened by her all of a sudden and felt that something sticky was separated from my brain. Now I understood why Yu Hui had said that I was mentally ill... I did have acted weirdly these days.

Shit, and I hadn’t found that until now... I held my forehead with my right hand while recalling what I had done. Now I only felt scared of myself. ‘What have I done to them!’ I thought.

I could forgive myself for peeping at Lian Bing’s boobs. After all, she was my girlfriend and it was not that inappropriate to look at her body.

However! How could I touch my sister!

And I had used applying ointment for Yu Hui as an excuse to take advantage of her?

Damn it. What was wrong with my brain?!

Now it seemed that there really was something wrong with my brain.

Luckily the one that I had harassed was Yu Hui. She was gentle and respected me a lot. Also, she wouldn’t resist if I touched her.

But what if I had something to Lian Bing?!

What if I had done something to Xue Qing in front of Lian Bing?!

Aw... That was so scary! I didn’t even want to think about it!

“Lord Jun Cheng, you must have also realized this now. The stronger your mental strength get, the weaker your will power becomes. That’s just so strange. However, if it is simply because you have become more lustful than before, I have to say that I was wrong about you.”

“No... You are right, I do feel a bit strange...” The most horrible part was that before I was reminded by her, I had always thought that my acts were completely reasonable... which meant that I had already taken all those sexual harassment for granted in my subconsciousness.

“That’s because you haven’t totally lost your mind.”

“What? What does that mean?”

“Well... It’s just...” Suddenly, Yu Hui blushed again. She looked away with her right hand holding her left arm, saying, “I have sat on your legs just now... and seduced you... you were still able to control yourself... If you have really lost your mind, you would go on with that and make love with me no matter what have happened...”

“No, wait. Although I already knew what your answer would be... I still have to ask. Was that really just a test?”

“Yes.”

“But, your face turned red...”

“That’s because it’s too hot in the room.”

“What about your ears turning red?”

“That was because of the test! Please behave yourself!” Clearly Yu Hui got into a flap. Even her tone became stronger while her shoulders trembled lightly. I didn’t know whether she was irritated by me or just being flustered.

“Even if it was just a test, taking off your clothes abruptly was too... Also, why are you still naked right now...”

“Lord Jun Cheng, you...!”