Chapter 26.5: The Corpse Lover Homicidal Maniac s confusion (1/2)
Chapter 26.5: The [Corpse Lover Homicidal Maniac]'s confusion
TL: flarewk
[Corpse Lover Homicidal Maniac]'s confusion:
Where are you~
Where are you~
Where are you hiding, hmm~
You must properly hidee~
And not let me find onto youu~
If not I'll kill youu~
”Hm~hmhm~hmhm~”
I hummed a melody, while walking amidst the pitch-black corridor, and used brisk paces to pursue that hasty footstep sounds echoing from the distance.
He's running, I'm chasing, the gap bridging us wasn't a layer of muslin cloth*, but the notion of living on instead.
I felt incomparably exhilarated, today's possibly the most happiest day that I've lived to date.
Aaaaaa~ it's really too perfect already~
Why would this feeling be so pleasant~
Even though I hadn't obtained him yet, I've actually been so happy to the point of being inextricable, just like right now, having unfolded an escape-hunting game with him, which made me unbearably wanting to laugh.
This kind of gratitude, it's really been a long time since I've felt it already...........
Corpse, transcending over death, leading towards decomposition...........the changes from life to death, the link connecting life and death, the hollowed shell's residual from dying.
The convergence of life and death, the true yin yang coordination, the extreme rebirth from filthiness to cleanliness.
When the young me witnessed a 'huge amount of deaths', I didn't feel any sort of fear or sorrowful feelings, but the moment I felt a slight trace of excitement within me, I then understood. That I had towards corpses, these kinds of 'life's residual states', an especially unique affection towards it.
But it's not that every corpse could fit the bill, as I had my very own's 'aesthetics', being completely different from those group of perverts that had sexual urges towards corpses.
Those group of cowardly people were merely failures from society, who had suffered many torments in reality's living that caused them to obtain psychological distortions, those mere products. They were unable to control the world of the living, hence they turned to the world of the dead, as in front of dead people, they would become extremely powerful dictators. Corpses would have to submissively listen to their every whims, and won't reject their requests nor mock at their incapabilities.
Ultimately, it's merely just a bunch of lunatics, and most of them carried smelling disabilities, as they had feverishly strong interest into feces, blood; those kinds of filthy substances.
Absolutely disgusting.
But I, am different from those simple-minded corpse raping perverts that only wanted to obtain sexual gratification from dead bodies. Because my ”smell” was very sensitive, I could smell out each and everyone's body's unique scents.
But, maybe there's an area where I'm the same with them...........in the fields of possessive obsessions and dominative urges.
Even though I had only just realized about him yesterday, I'm unable to move away my eyes from him today already.
Unable to sleep throughout the entire night, my entire thoughts were occupied by his figure.
Been thinking through the entire night, always thinking, still thinking even when my eyes were opened, still thinking even when my eyes were closed, even in the short duration of dreams, still thinking about him............
I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want.
I want to hug him within my arms!
”Huhuhu~”
Laughter escaped from the corner of my lips, and from my abdomen flowed out a series of warm liquids, as my consciousness became slightly tranced.
...........Perhaps I had become a little strange already, a strand of survived reasoning told me that simply.
I'm too overly mindful of An Jun Cheng's things already.
My brain was abnormally excited; whenever I sighted Cheng Jun I'll want to subconsciously approach him, and my gaze would always gather onto his body, observing every single action of his, utterly never feeling sick of it at all.
And afterwards seeing him getting troubled because of my matters every time, him becoming hesitant, him having a change in his expressions, I'll be incomparably delighted~
Ai ya ya, won't I be any different from Lan Hua that way at all?
Looks like I too am a hundred percent pervert as well (laugh).
Maybe this would be An Jun Cheng's carried abnormality, it'll make others subconsciously develop favorable impressions upon him.
What a sly ability indeed, mm?
It troubledly caused me to reveal the photograph that I was planning to use it out as a final resort, plus being unable to suppress my urges to eagerly assault him on the very first day.
Even though the time spent together were wholly three days' long, even though I could just enjoy it a little more...........
But it all doesn't matter already.
Since it's just only a matter of time, even if he doesn't have that kind of ability that could make people attracted towards him, there definitely would have a day when I'll be infatuated with him.
That's why, I completely didn't resist that sudden bout of favorable impression which appeared within my heart, but in contrast thoroughly accepted it and possessed it as my own's.
It's just that this ability would probably have an effect on other people too, let's not first discuss about Lan Hua, perhaps Jiang Xue Qing had already been affected by a certain degree of it.
I completely didn't expect that she, a person who would be unconcerned about any sort of thing at all, would actually proactively be in arms with Cheng Jun.
That's why, before anyone else were to be allured by him, I must make him mine!
The uncontrollable killing urge within me had already been broiling to maturity within my heart, and right now, what I wanted to do was to just find him, find that person who made me incomparably linger for, and afterwards forever keeping him by my side.
Cheng Jun is my object, he's an object that only belongs to me!
Ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta............
The footsteps sounds...........I can't hear them anymore.
I seee~, it's like that huh, he had calmed down already.
”Cheng Jun~ where are youu~ why must you hide from mee?”
No response, it's within my expectations.
Should I say that it's as expected as of Cheng Jun? Immediately calming down and making the most correct decision, properly hiding at a certain location, huh.
”Cheng Jun~ hurry up and come outt~ I won't do anything to youu~”
My mouth kept saying out words that wavered him, as I persistently walked around, giving him pressure onto his mental constitute.
Perhaps he already felt that he had hidden himself quite covertly already, right............a pity, I've already remembered your scent, hmm?
”Cheng Jun~ you're in here, right? I can already smell your 'scent', mm?”
I followed this scent, its just like a predator who was being attracted by the fragrance of delicious food, passing through the long corridors in a dream-like trance and reaching the science departmental building's 4th floor, stopping in front of the left-sided men's washroom.
Nnn hm? He really liked to hide inside the washroom.
”I, found, you, already.”
I arrived right in front of the second last cubicle, and I dare to bet, that Cheng Jun was right within this cubicle.
With this level of lock, it would be able to be broken easily, but I wanted to frighten him a little.
I used about thirty percent of my strength and shook the door handle.
Ka-chah, ka-chah ka-chah, ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah........Pang.
Ai ya, I've accidentally broken it, teeheee~
Gently pushing open the door, I didn't sight upon Cheng Jun's figure at all.
Right now, he must have been like a mouse, crouching behind the door and praying not to be discovered by me.
Sooo cute~
Wasn't this making meee arise out thoughts of wanting to make fun of you awhileee~
After desperately enduring my laughter, I calmed down my feelings, and used an extremely factual acting skills to feign out a look of an unexpected expression.
”Ara? He's actually not here..........”
Just like that, after standing on my current position for 10 seconds later, I gently left, but didn't directly walk away, instead entering the first cubicle that was left unlocked, and tapped my feet on the spot to imitate footsteps sounds of walking further and further away.
I decided to ambush him here.
After a little while, perhaps Cheng Jun thought that he was safe already, as he silenced his footsteps and secretly walked out of the washroom.
The moment he was about to go past the first cubicle, I immediately pounced forward.
”Uwaah!”
Cheng Jun loudly screamed, as he was being pressed onto the floor by me.
Huhu, it's such a cute reaction~.
”You're too careless~, Cheng Jun, did you actually think that I had actually left? Hehee. In fact, I already knew that Cheng Jun was hiding in the third cubicle~, but I wanted to give you a surprise, so I acted like I couldn't find you at alll~~”
I originally thought that he would be in a state of panic, but I didn't expect him to be rather composed instead. His eyes were glinting with vibrancy, not revealing out even a bit of fear that he's about to be killed.
”Umm, my name is An Jun Cheng, can you not pronounce my name in reverse already?”
”Ara, I just love this point about Cheng Jun~ Even though you know what's going to happen next, you're still so calm~......huhu, I've really liked you more and more alreadyy, alright? Cheng Jun~”
Kyaaa, kyaaaa, kyaaaaaaa~
Why was this person so unbearingly cute? It really made me unresistingly wanting to give him a kiss~.
”Aaaahhh, Cheng Jun, this is my lifetime request........”
I clasped my both hands' fingers and held them before my chest, not in a stance of praying, but to make a solemn vow.
If there could be a way that would make someone forever belong to me, that would be..........
By me, completely killing him.
By me, bearing his death.
By me, receiving his life.