Chapter 8: Met a kuudere girl (1/2)

I thought that it'll be able to return back to normal after the first period of lesson, but instead, when it's the second period, I still was feeling restless.............

All those things that happened in such a short morning duration, were even more plentifully vibrant than the entire combined events of my past experienced year. Although sometimes I would think to myself, it'll be good if the unchanging daily lifestyle would have a slight change to it...........but I didn't expect it to change that dramatically!

This sort of changes were even more dramatic than the chemical reaction of nuclear fission already!

At the same time, I also thought to myself on why Ji Lian Bing would suddenly say out those kind of words............how do I put it, I just had the nagging feeling, that she didn't really had feelings of ”like” towards me when she confessed.

Maybe it's because I myself am rather sensitive towards lies, as I can almost tell whether the words said by others were true, or false...........of course, it wasn't completely accurate all the time, it's only just a form of approximate feeling, with no guarantees of it being positively correct.

But this time, my this sort of hunch would probably be correct.

No, actually even if I don't depend onto this feeling, just by logically analyzing, it would also provide me with the outcome too.

It's completely impossible for her to like me; we weren't even in contact with each other before, and she suddenly was secretly in love with me? What kind of joke was this. Although I think that my looks were slightly higher than the average crowd, but it's still not to that extent of where my face would be able to attract dainty ladies.

............Still, being confessed to by the school flower, this sort of dream-like development would really happen onto me, huh.

If I wasn't showered in a bout of titles, I'll probably would have been really dizzied with happiness, as that look of beauty would had probably beguiled me to the point of being a complete loss of myself.

But the me right now was extremely awakened, I clearly understood that the probability of Ji Lian Bing loving onto me was infinitely close to 0, and it's 80 percent likely that she would only want to tease me, or maybe it's because my words had pissed her off, resulting in her wanting to return an eye for an eye.

Well then, how could I just let her succeed with that? Hng hng.........

(TL: hng hng is a sfx sound of mockingly confident demeanor, like: bring it on! that kind of feeling)

While thinking about all sorts of things, I was like a statue, sitting on my seat unmovingly, and this sort of unnerving feeling finally was about to end, at that moment when the clock above the blackboard pointed it's minute needle towards 30, the after-lesson bell ringing out afterwards..........

Subsequently, from the moment that the teacher's front footstep strided out of the classroom, I immediately stood up from my seat with a swift movement, and dashed-walked as fast as I could behind the teacher's back towards the classroom's doors!

”Jun Cheng!”

I heard Ji Lian Bing's cries resonating from behind me, but I just ignored it completely, acting as if I hadn't heard it at all and just walked out of the classroom.

Out of all the 36 plans, the best was to just escape!

At this point of time, don't ever act a bravado of toughness, but to just abide by the teachings of my dearest Mother-dàren; when it's time to escape, just unhesitatingly escape, and never to do unnecessary stuff just because of pride. If not, there'll be trouble once you've been entangled into dangerous happenings!

Being able to correctly avoid various dangers of life, would one then be able to peacefully live through their existence............

Right now, it's a period of class PE session, but for our school, PE sessions equates to a period of free time, hence I've obtained an interval of being not too long, but also not too short breaktime.

Firstly, those populated areas definitely must be avoided, plus also, it's best not to stray too far away from the school building, if not, before the bell ends there's a high chance of not being able to return to class in time. Originally, the balcony was a good choice to pick, but now the school balcony was being occupied by hordes of couples, and so this single loner male which was me could only search for another comfortable resting location.

This problem had vexed me for nearly half a semester, afterwhich I've finally found a good location in the end.

Walking on the sides of the basketball court onwards, circling right behind the science departmental buildings, a dilapidated pavilion could be seen. I heard that the pavilion was already here before the school was even being constructed. Also, rumors say that when the science departmental buildings were being constructed, it originally was planned to be built together with the main school building in a 90° presentation, but just for preserving this pavilion, the principal actually ordered the change of proposal, which resulted in the science departmental building and the main school building having a subtle acute angle in-between each other instead.........

Afterwards, everyone went onto gossiping of why the principal would so intentionally retain this pavilion. What followed was all sorts of exaggerated rumors to the point of being incredibly unbelievable. Like that pavilion building was being cursed, or it's actually a tunnel leading towards the underworld, or zombies would be able to be seen there............all sorts of horror stories were being spread here and there. Originally, behind the science departmental building was a mountainous forest being forestry gloomy usually; now added up with these inconceivable rumors, no one dared to come here eventually as a result.

But me, I don't have a single belief onto these inconceivable rumors at all.

From young, I've followed Laomà to mortuaries, crematoriums, and even wandering around public cemeteries. I who had long been used to seeing the scene of dead people being cremated, had no inclination of even fearing these sort of things at all.

But this pavilion was suitable instead to be my resting point, as there's a couple of rock benches there, and with an inflatable pillow, I'll be able to have a good afternoon's rest. You could say that this pavilion had almost become my specialized resting point, and if it was to given a name, even a 'Jun Cheng Pavilion' would be fine for it too.

And so, in order to hide from Ji Lian Bing this time, I once again returned to my 'Jun Cheng Pavilion'. But this time, there's someone who first reached this place a step earlier than me.

A grey hair color, but not similar to mine which was white strands of hair mixed in-between black, which arose into a false sensation of it seemingly looking greyish; that hair's a true grey color. But it doesn't seem like to be dyed as well..........it's a very natural color of greyness.

She quietly sat onto the benches, and had a book placed onto her thighs, looking at it while flipping it page by page.

There wasn't any sensation of beauty or breathtakingness, but instead it was extremely natural, blended within the surroundings into a single body. I'm not sure why, but I couldn't move away my eyes at all. She seemed to have a sort of power, which would make the people around her to naturally feel serenity and harmony. Even though she was silent and nonspeaking, her presence however was extremely strong, and her quietness exceptionally vivid.

A gust of cool wind blew past, and I slightly regained my senses, and continued to approach the pavilion.

When I reached to nearby the pavilion, I saw her title and name clearly.

[Active type Handicapped Admirer]

[Jiang Xue Qing]

It's Jiang Xue Qing............that kuudere girl sitting just in front of me.

If you was to say that I'm aloof, then she would really be expressionless already. If you was to say that I can't converse well at all, then she would really be not even completely speaking at all. I absolutely don't understand what's she thinking about, and that's probably what other people thought too, those who knew about her.

Looking at it perspectively, her looks wasn't any inferior compared to Ji Lian Bing, but because both she and I weren't good at speaking at all, her popularity was lower than Ji Lian Bing by quite an amount. But I heard that in some kuudere-loving circles, she was being heralded as a god in any case............

By the way, her title was extremely weird as well? Active type Handicapped Admirer?

I know what 'Handicapped Admirer' means, it pointed to having feelings for people who were crippled, right...........and it seemed from it that there may be a possible desire to want to be disabled as well..........don't tell me that this 'Active type' would mean that she's an admirer who desires to become a handicapped person?