Chapter 202 - wait Im not participating... (2/2)
Sanji: not at all. I was just thinking that The men of this world must be lacking to have overlooked your charm
Nene: wha-!?
Sanji puts his hands on his chin and looks at her: Wait...perhaps you were just too cute to approach
Nene: quit it!! That's too embarrassing
Kuga/Momo: (take your flirting somewhere else)
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A few days later the participants were announced
Alice ran to Sanji and starts pounding his chest:
Alice: Why arent you in the elections...you cheated by making 3rd seat. \
Sanji: sorry about that I didn't even realize I made 3rd
Alice: that's why you're no good.
Sanji: but didn't I make a promise...I'll make 1st seat...me being 3rd seat means I'm close to making 1st and the most likely to make 1st seat next year
Alice: oh really!? What if I make 1st seat before you
Sanji: Milady...you should say that after you ever beat me in anything
with that, he walks away but he wonders one thing...HOW THE HELL DID GRAYFIA MAKE IT...
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Back at the dorms
Sanji is in his room doing maintenance on his weapons. While he doesn't need to but the girls told him that they perform better if he does it once a week...the squirms they make is a little awkward though
Suddenly a knock happens on the door, and it was Megumi
Megumi: Sanji...can I ask you something...you see...I...I made it to the elective...but...I'm not sure if...am I worthy of making it...I mean I couldn't do very well
She starts looking down...and tears fell down
Megumi: I mean I'm not going to do well in this am I...I mean I was a failing student before you and even then I was just lucky and had to rely on my friends mostly and
Sanji stands up and looks down at Megumi
Sanji: Megumi...do you know what it means to make it to the election
Megumi: huh...it means
Sanji walks forward and for some reason, Megumi backed up
Sanji put his hand on the wall close to her startling her
Sanji: What it means is your taking the place of someone else. You being there means someone isn't going to make it. Think about how many people are in the school and you are one of the few people making it...from there there are 8 spots open...only 8 spots in the whole school is going to make the true elections
Megumi had a realization
Sanji: You think you're unworthy? you think you're not good enough well f.u.c.k all those thoughts. In sports some teams don't go that far, they get beaten. Imagine if that said team lost to people who just gave up, how would you feel? you'd feel pissed off. so...
Sanji: If you don't change your mind, it doesn't matter what outwardly change because nothing inwardly changed. If you want something out of life, if you want to change something, if you want to acquire something, if there is some goal you want to reach, changing your behavior, changing negative habits, it's challenging, it's hard. Most people go through life, never discovering what their talents are. Most people never develop their talents...The only thing that is going to make you happy, this year or any other. Is to step up, is to raise the standard and discover what your capable of and feel that incredible power pushing through whatever holding you back and get to that Otherside or more of your true self.
That's what this game called life is all about. When you step into your fears and continue to push yourself to move on, something happens to yourself...if you look at someone who is really successful you may think wow their so amazing genius or something but you got to think underneath and remember something. people are rewarded in public for what they practice for years...If you don't develop the courage, to do that what been given for you to do and you be spending a lot of time to convince others, to get their approval, what will happen is you will lose your nerve. And other people will convince you that what your doing doesn't have any value and you give up on your dream. How much time do you have left? How much time do you have left? When you stop thinking that.
WE DON'T KNOW! Most of us don't use the stuff that we have brought into the universe. Stop wasting valuable time. If you want something. You have to be relentless. You have to learn how to become resourceful, you got to learn how to become creative. The power to hold on in spite of everything. the power to endure. This is the winner's quality, the hunger the ability to face defeat again and again without giving up. This is a winner's quality. What this power is I can't say. all I know is it exists and becomes available only when a man or woman is in that state of mind, in which he or she knows exactly what he or she wants and is fully determined, Not to quit until they find it. There's greatness in you. And you got to learn how to tune out the critics outside and critic inside. and say I'm going to harness my will and I'm not going to let anything stop me I deserve this.
Most people give up on themselves easily. You know the human spirit, is powerful. Its hard to kill the human spirit. You are unstoppable! Live your life with passion, with some drive. Most of us go through life with our breaks on. holding back. decide that you're going to push yourself. You got to focus on you, as you convince you, as you sell yourself. Every day, every day, every day, you will begin to see a difference in the things you are doing. selling yourself on your ability to do a job, to achieve a certain adjective, telling yourself here I go again and I got what it takes. This is my day and nothing out there is going to stop me.”
After that Sanji realizes that he was really close to Megumi and had his leg in between hers
he coughed
Sanji: sorry...but you understand what I'm saying
She nodded blushing and ran out of the room after he back up
Sanji scratches his head wondering if he went too far again
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Megumi POV
So...SO COOL!
Sanji is so cool! his voice and passion..I thought he was cool and handsome before but...He is really cool. He is like that coach from my favorite manga!
Megumi held her cheeks and crouches down
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Sanji didn't realize that the whole dorm heard his speech and felt more motivated than ever...he also didn't realize that a certain senpai was on the ceiling and recorded Sanji's speech...