Chapter 54： 054 (1/2)

Life is sometimes terrible unfeeling.

There are only two ways to go between life and death, but only one day later, one way becomes a train of thought.

The doctor told Tan Mo that he might have spent his entire life in a wheelchair.

He couldn't stand up, couldn't become a normal person in the eyes of other people, and couldn't make Qiao Lan get rid of the suspicion of being ”cannibalized”. Now he no longer has the right to choose.

Destiny leaves him only one thing he can do.

That is to leave Qiao Lan.

Stay away from her, don't let anyone see Qiao Lan have a little relationship with him.

At this moment, Tan Mo felt that his heart was so painful that he couldn't feel it.

Qiao Lan buzzed and shook for a moment, Tan Mo lowered her head, and saw Qiao Lan's WeChat message. She asked him if he is better today and whether he can come to school tomorrow.

Why bother with him? Because of him, he has been slandered like that. Why do you insist on doing so?

Sometimes Tan Mo really wished Qiao Lan could be a little bit selfish and a little less kind.

He will not be able to go to school tomorrow, nor the day after tomorrow, maybe every day in the future, he will never go again.

After a long time, Tan Mo replied to Qiao Lan's WeChat and told her that she would not be coming this week.

”Why?” Qiao Lan's call came as scheduled, ”Is it so serious this time?”

”Yeah,” Tan Mo said, ”very serious.”

There was silence for a long time, and he said, ”Tan Mo, go to the hospital for an examination. I'll accompany you on the weekend, okay.”

Tan Mo closed his eyes, his hand holding the phone was a little unstable, he called Qiao Lan suddenly, and Qiao Lan asked him softly what was wrong.

”in case......”

Tan Mo suppressed the painful emotions and said in a dumb voice, ”I said if, if I go to check, the doctor told me that for a lifetime...I will never stand up...”

What would you do.

But when the words came to his lips, Tan Mo suddenly laughed at himself. Why did he ask Qiao Lan what to do if he couldn't stand up? What did this have to do with him? What did he expect Qiao Lan?

”...Nothing, I'm talking nonsense...”

Tan Mo was about to say this, but the next moment, Qiao Lan's voice had already come out of the phone.

Qiao Lan didn't know why Tan Mo suddenly said such things. After Tan Mo finished asking, she didn't even think she had spoken.

”Then I will take care of you for the rest of my life.”

After talking, Qiao Lan's phone suddenly became silent.

Tan Mo held the phone in a daze. After Qiao Lan realized what she had said, she suddenly felt her ears faintly hot.

When I said something later, the two of them couldn't hear it. After hanging up the phone in a daze, Qiao Lan held the phone in a daze and squatted on the outdoor balcony outside the dormitory to dry clothes.

After Tan Mo finished asking that sentence, she blurted it out without even thinking about it.

Tan Mo asked her what to do if she couldn't stand up in the future. Her thoughts at the time were like that. If you can't stand up, you can't stand up. She will still take care of him as she does now.

But after blurting it out, Qiao Lan realized that this sentence seemed to have a different special meaning, it was just like a love sentence.

Tan Mo simply doesn't understand these, but how can Qiao Lan not understand, whether it is a man or a woman, when you blurt out, when you have thought about taking care of a person for a lifetime, what is behind it.

Qiao Lan squatted in the darkness, thinking back to why she said such words without saying a word.

But after thinking about it carefully, I have such an idea, it seems that it is not without a trace.

A long time ago, Qiao Lan thought of the traces of Tan Mo in the book, and thought that he would leave school in the second year of high school, reappear in the freshman year, and end her life in the junior year.

She didn’t want Tan Mo to repeat this kind of life, and she didn’t want to let a fresh life leave the world, so she always tried her best to make him feel that someone likes him and cares about him, so that he should not lose faith in life and be brave. Live.

Having known each other for more than a year, Qiao Lan regards Tan Mo as her responsibility and her most important person. She wants him to spend this high school well, and then guards him so that he can spend his college safely and safely. Time, no more tragedies.

In the future, Qiao Lan hadn't thought about it. She hadn't thought about these things specifically, but it had become like this before she knew it.

Now, I just calm down and think about it again. When she accompanies Tan Mo through the death point of her fate, after that, she can let go and let Tan Mo live on her own, or hand him over. another person?

Qiao Lan thought for a long time, and finally determined that she could not do it.

She was not at ease, she was not at ease that anyone would show up after she left, just like Song Yao in the original novel, he was pushed into the area again, and she was even more worried that she just left for a while and waited to come back again. , Will you never see him again as in the book?

So she really wanted to take care of Tan Mo and watch him live forever in peace.

Qiao Lan hadn't deliberately thought about these things, but she had planned for the future before she knew it. That's why when Tan Mo asked that, she said without thinking that she could take care of Tan Mo for a lifetime.

Thinking left and right, I didn't think there was any problem with my own ideas, but when I thought back, I still felt that these words were all problems.

Qiao Lan squatted on the balcony and texted Bai Yu after a long time.

[If someone says they want to take care of you forever, what do you mean by that? ]

Bai Yu replied instantly, a lot of ”fuck” shocked Qiao Lan's eyes.