Chapter 8： 008 (catching insects) (1/2)
Drinking water is often a nightmare-like prank for Tan Mo, who was too young to distinguish between good and evil. For Tan Mo, who experienced a car accident with his legs crippled, it is even more unspeakable shame and death.
When I was young, my friends who went to school together would pretend to call him away pretending to be kind, and then secretly add something numbing to the scalp, or mustard, or a handful of soil, or a bug in Tanmo's water glass. , Or something more disgusting.
He was choked with mustard until he kept coughing and almost choked.
Since then, he has never taken a cup to school again, nor has he ever drank a sip of water or eaten at school.
Later, his legs became disabled and he could no longer stand up, and he would never drink another sip of water. Because after drinking water, you have to go to the bathroom and go to the bathroom. This is the most daily behavior for everyone, but it is the most embarrassing torment for Tan Mo.
So, that girl, why did she take the initiative to talk to him, and why did she take the initiative to fetch him water?
He didn't have time to think so much. For a while, his mind roared and he could only think of the exaggerated and unscrupulous ridicule of his former classmates.
”Tan Mo, go to the toilet together.”
”Tan Mo, how do you disabled people go to the toilet? Do you need help? How can you help?”
”Tan Mo, do you drink water, moisten your intestines!”
Finally, it gradually overlapped with the voice of the girl just now.
”Tan Mo, do you want to drink water, I can make you a drink by the way.”
Tan Mo had never expected anything, but the girl who had said good afternoon to her a moment ago, said something similar to what she used to be in the next moment.
He was not disappointed, or because he was isolated from his illness and his emotional system was different from others, he could not distinguish the high-level emotion of disappointment at all. The overwhelming emotions at this moment are the same as the humiliation and anger he once felt. There is no difference.
She was no different from those who had humiliated him.
No, there is still a difference, she will even approach him pretending to be kind before.
And patiently approached several times.
He will never expect any good morning or afternoon anymore.
He wants to stay away from this person.
Qiao Lan found that Tan Mo's attitude towards her has become more and more indifferent since that day.
Of course, Tan Mo has always been indifferent to her, but Qiao Lan can still find a little difference in the always expressionless face.
Once she said good morning to Tan Mo, although Tan Mo would not give her any response, he would stop the wheelchair and stare at her with the kind of eyes other students said, before finally lowering his head again and silently from her. after.
But now, Qiao Lan took the initiative to greet him, and Tan Mo couldn't even stop his wheelchair.
Tan Mo seemed to have isolated Qiao Lan's voice, and could not hear Qiao Lan's voice. The signs of rejection were so obvious that even the other students in the class could see it.
”Fuck Qiao Lan is too funny, she actually took the initiative to greet Tan Mo, but she was ignored at all.”
”No one wants to talk to her, only to talk to a fool.”
The crowd laughed and turned to look at the position of the last row of Tan Mo. Tan Mo looked down at something.
The dense English, even Song Yao, who has the best English score, may not be able to see it unimpeded.
This is a world famous book, ”Wuthering Heights”.
He can't think of why he picked up the book again. Maybe it's because Qiao Lan's ”maliciousness” hidden after his kindness made him suddenly think of the protagonist in this book, Heathcliff's gentleness under hatred. .
In fact, there is not much connection, but he is inexplicably connected.
He looked down at the book and happened to see a sentence.
[The soul enters the grave, are you still willing to live? ]
After his mother died, after his legs were crippled, he asked himself every day, would you still live.
[Only loneliness belongs to me alone]
This sentence is so good, he has nothing, family, friendship, health, emotional perception, and dignity, he has none, from beginning to end, only loneliness belongs to him.
The heat in the north in November has gradually dissipated, and the **** frost on the dry grassland during the morning rises, and the cool autumn breeze in the sky ”could be interesting.”
But for students, it seems that there is no difference.
I was even a little happy that the extreme heat finally passed, so the lukewarm weather is the most comfortable.
The physical education class in the first year of high school has not been taken up by the other teachers. It belongs to the students. There is physical education in the afternoon. After the last get out of class in the morning, Li Fan and the others started shouting to remember to take the ball in the afternoon.
”Class 2 in the afternoon also has a physical education class, just in time for a fight.”
This is for Chen Yaoyang. Chen Yaoyang naturally has no objections. He has always been a star in the school. Not only does he learn to be top-notch, he is also the focus on the court.
A few people went out with their shoulders on their backs, and several girls packed their things, including Qiao Lan's tablemate, and left the classroom together.